I don't know if I should actually blog this topic.
But my heart is really really painful~
:"(
I'm very sorry to *you.
I tried not to think of *-
I promised *you that I've forgotten w.
I thought everything will moved on smoothing,
life will go on well, as I've forgotten things that I Have to forget.
Plus, new class, new environment, new people this year, makes me feel 'nothing'.
As in, all of them are younger age.
So, I thought all will be just my mates, my friends.
Jan, Feb.. Only 2 months,
freaking 2! months only,
I thought I can move on more..
Until....

:"(
I really want bang anything till I'm really dead.
ppl said, 'Bang the wall and die!'
How I wish it's so that easy.
I really hate the feeling, those feelings I'm having now.
I'd tried to Really Not To Think :'(
I keep saying that I'm att.! WITH *you.
Why am I so, SO crazy?!
The feelings for *- is really Really different.
I can't really can't compare the both of you..
Cos *- only treat me as friends/sis only..
I think of that, all th time...
'Never Ever'
Means, Never, and ever,
'If he don't love you by now, he will never ever, never ever love you'
-If he love you in future?
->Maybe, it'll be too late.
->Or, the feelings for each other will be diff.
I dun want. :(
Hais,
shyt life.

:""(

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I shall think of being 'single' again.
Or?....
:(

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