
Yesterday, was horrible :'(
They found out about us.
I thought I'm so dead.
I nearly killed myself,
I cried the whole night, slept at 12.
I even woke up suddenly
and it seems like 4am or something cos I heard nothing, damn quiet.
I woke up again, around 6+ then 7+ then 9.
All this thing had happened, I explain to them, but they still want
break us up.
No way you guys gonna do that.
As you guys said, I'm REAL stubborn.
Idc.
What can you do? Kill me?
I don't mind.
I don't care if we're or I am young or imma girl or
whatever shyt.
You guys just DON'T understand, you guys was once
our age and once experienced.
Then you guys should be the one who are MORE matured and understand!
I'll prove to myself
I can last, I can do well on anything and with him and only him
and so do my friends, together they work things out, making me, for being
a good person, a positive one. A determined girl
They're the ONE.
Parents?
so what 15 years with you guys,
do you guys understand way more than them?
I bet you guys don't.
Want us undertand you both?
Since when you guys want us to understand you?
Only use stuff to cover up, making excuses.
Excuse me, its wayyyyy far about this topic being with him and my life.
No need use work and $ to talk all such crap(s)
I had enough .
I have my own decision,
as I have told you guys-
I wanna, WANNA tell you guys about this,
but DO I have a chance to do so?
Never.
So what? Blame me?
Say work work work, no time, no mood, moodswing,
angry,sad,dissapointed,tired,$,own the house need BLA~!
YA shyt talking.
So can't blame me for having a boyfriend who DO help me,
understands, listens,do Extra care and love me.
You guys can't do much.
Just like you guys and YOUR parents in the past.
Right??
Now know the feelings?
&, he even care about everybody around him
and even you guys, and my friends.
So, WHAT type of guy you think HE is??!
He persuade U, mummy.
You just, SHYT everything.
I cried my whole eyes out.
f-ing headace.
ZY, I don't wanna leave you.
So do you.
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