Roxanne Marietta Fenella
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bla ADFSRJ♥ alynah :) angeline♥ lynn brenda brandon bernice bennington bobo brittany crystal durga♥ inferno jisu jialing♥ jovial :D jane :D lai kuan mei shan melanie naomi noraini nurulaiin phulwin rachel robin siti sze inn shamala sahirah valerie wangshi yiwei yuehting ziyu others : celestechen~ nicolechen~ xiaxue~ -Anne -past REMINISCENES my faded memories. MUZIC dance with me. CREDITS spontaneous applauds SPECIAL Cravings buy for me?. (I want them) :( ❒Marie T-shirts* ❒Marie clips ❒Marie shower towel ❒Marie long noren curtains ❒Marie keychain(s) ❒Marie bag/hangbag* ❒Marie wallet ❒Marie earpiece ❒Marie indoor slippers ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket ❒Marie stationery ❒Marie DVD* -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;) (I have) :DD ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy ✔Marie handkerchief(3) ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn ✔Marie pen ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy ✔Marie bolster from -tini ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn ✔Marie mini badget -myself ✔Marie comb from -zy ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn ✔Marie ruler -jovial ✔Marie purse -myself ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn ✔Marie file from -zy ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn (Hope to have more) :)) -Marie cups -Marie pencil case -Marie purse -Marie soft toys -Marie keychains -Marie stickers -Marie booklet -Marie file * means kinda hard to find :( |
Mondayyy Date / Time : Sunday, June 28, 2009 / 8:28 PM Today, sch re-open le! :D Hmm... kinda many ppl went to sch, attendance was not bad... :P Hahs. Had lots of crazy laughter with tons of you guys in class. Oh my god la.. :DD Aft sch, went mac. saw ^^ AGAIN -.-" Like, nth to say.. so, saw D. using the Nokia phone like omgomgomg laaa :( hahaha. Hmm... wish boyfriend bought new phone, so can contact me :') Miss you damn alot :'X Me love you! -xz Okay nah... jiu zhe yang na.. byeebyee (L) Labels: hehexz Sunday :D Date / Time : / 8:28 PM  Hii :D It's Sunday today.. Tml is the day that sch, re-open! Omg. Today, played p.s, r.c and f.v and some others la.. which im not active with. Rach and Bren came today.. damn retarded. But at least the did their homework.. :) Pracked called ^^ Damn joke la! RETARD. wad longkang fish shark all... -.-' okok... so, my mum went to this stupid blood donation thing. She came back proudly and showed me her PINK colour band thingy to stop the blood thingy. She so PROUD to say it. And afew minutes ago, guess what? She was DAMN weak. And fainted. Stupid sia.. >:DD Should i laugh or wad? I should man. Im not being bad la.. But she from hahaha , den now ah ah ah -.-" Okay, I'm not gonna drag this shit on.. my report book is not sign But declaration form is done . I better ask my dad sign la now mum like tht -.- OKay la.. i wanna continue my game-y le Buaiii <3 Labels: damn retarded la Saturday Date / Time : Saturday, June 27, 2009 / 8:36 PM Hello! :) I'm kind of, happy today.. why?.. Cause I finally finished my homework! :DD Actually not 100%.. Let's see.. Chinese : 100% done. Math : 100% done. English : 98% done. -(left Unit 3) Bio. : 100% done. -(I failed! :D ) Art : 95% done. -(nvr do 4colourings, for wad? My last piece colourless one (: ) Sorry, bro used th come jus now -.-' So, ya.. Monday sch open le! Oh my la... =p so sian-ing :) Can see 312 le.. teeheehee :)) okayy la... thts all, buaii (L) Labels: i love boyfriend oh... Date / Time : Friday, June 26, 2009 / 9:13 AM Michael Jackson, 1958-2009 Singer Michael Jackson dead at 50 of heart attack. Thursday : The Los Angeles Times and other US media reported Jackson, 50, died after suffering an arrest just after 12:00 pm (1900 GMT) local time and paramedics were unable to revive him. Labels: ic boyfriend Date / Time : / 2:38 AM  Boyfriend suddenly chat wit me on msn (': I'm so sad to hear that, you really have to work till as long as Possible? :( I know you don't want to choose this. But I'm just asking b. You also don't sad okay? :) b. lost his phone, can't contact me :'( I know how you feel, and how you do things like, having a girlfriend, you don't want to (always meet) Yeah, it's bored :) It's good to be this way like now.. Your ex. want you back. You say I don't think too much, okay I won't. :X I'm glad that you talk to me, Ilyt 3105'09. Labels: te amo Hello Date / Time : Thursday, June 25, 2009 / 8:06 PM http://apps.facebook.com/quizcreate/quiz_view.php/430184/?_fb_q=1 Do this survey 'bout me ;D thanks people (L) ______ Today, did another 2 units of english homework. Tml have tuition at home with A. We gonna chiong all of our homework tml >:D Daddy bought durian for continuously 4 days -.-' Hope tml not again.. :D Today, helped didi on his homework (; quite pekcek la.. but, not bad la :DD Just finish dinner, now continue :P Hmm... later 8:30 got one singtel guy come again (HAHA) I bluff him tht just now my parents not at home, when my dad is in the room :P my mind blur den i anyhow say ma.. sorry uh. :D Hehexz. Today almost whole day play facebook games . sbl. Hehexz, until forgot my 7:00pm show :( But nehmind, watch b4 liao :DD Hahxz. Okayy la.. gonna continue my gamessss bb. Labels: (hehe) Date / Time : Wednesday, June 24, 2009 / 10:00 PM http://apps.facebook.com/dofriendsknowyou/quiz.php?q=642301 See how well you know 'bout me (: -20 silly qns. :'( Date / Time : / 8:00 PM Do you think he really loves me? :'( Why every guy says the same thing and ends up differently? You so busy, busy with? 3weeks going 1 month never msg me? what is this? ____ Are YOU serious you want me back? :( I have irresponsible Boyfriend.. And I'm not a good-girl, but you are good-boy. We're diff. you said you'll change and I believe you will. But we just SO diff. ____ I'm not fit to be anyone's girlfriend. Just can't and no way. :'( I hurt people, people hurt me. People hurt me, I hurt people. so and so.. Forget it, I don't care Labels: I'll just wait 5 more days Date / Time : / 4:23 PM  Hello World (: So, I woke up @ 8+ , thanks Jovial laa.. I only slept for 5hours ytd night ='O (yawn) Rushed down and her father fetch us to school, thanks(: Hmm.. reached sch, took our temp, 1 degree lower than her only.. she so high liao -.- ,sbl. went up to hall, we kinda early -.-' waited for so longgg then finally started the rehearsal. Haisss mdm koh still say come early .. FOR?! :DD sot-ed/. Oh.. some-one in what? 'Boys band' uh? Hahs. Good luck aye? :) Finish cai pai-ing then took bus go home.. So sian-ing laa... rotting @ home -.- so do Bobo Haiss.. 5 more days school re-open! Teachers say NO extend of holidays ! :P that's all, ta-ta. _______ *Queenswayans : Rmb to bring -travel declaration form - thermometer on Monday when school re-open alright? :) Labels: sexy day bleah! Date / Time : Tuesday, June 23, 2009 / 6:13 PM Finished almost only 2 Units of english homework -.- Wanna continue on art now.. school gonna start in real soon! :D Haha loser who wants extend holidays =P ! Kay, done. Byeeee~ Labels: sexyou careful, 'i-sexyou'.. Date / Time : / 2:58 PM  Afternoon people :D changed my url. so once you stepped in here, you better re-link me. :P Hehexz; kidding! <3 okay la... gonna go home and take my hmwk. Byeee people. Labels: don't extend, I'll get fcuked-up :P H1N1 Date / Time : Monday, June 22, 2009 / 11:22 AM (click) And you people can vote for : 1)extend holidays 2)conduct lessons via Internet 3)students return to schools as scheduled -? H1N1 cases could rise further as students return to schools after holidaying in flu-hit countries. How should schools cope? -currently poll result is..... extend holidays 89 % 25744 conduct lessons via Internet 8 % 2185 students return to schools as scheduled 4 % 1025 Haha. Bet you people will vote for 1? maybe 2? 3? (: Yeah. Sbl know. kay la, update later, ciao~ Labels: nbcb thing Happy Papa s' Day! Date / Time : Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 3:26 PM  Yeap, celebrating with your daddies? :) ______ just came back, tired tired.. Damn hot la... at Marina Barrage. Performing, was kinda success i guess? (: Cos teacher no say anything... we compare other schs costume -.- I guess our sch damn budget la... Highed with 'Ni zhuo mo!?' people :D hahaha, tht include - J,Y,S,B,E and i hahahxzx now gonna go home and ask mummy if later can go out ma, with A. :) hopefully can la =p so sian-ing las :D they go Orchard no bring me go sain-ing :DD okayy nah.. byebye nah... Loves xox. Labels: tee-hee-hee here and... Date / Time : Saturday, June 20, 2009 / 11:15 PM read the paper today or something? about the guy who commit sucide before he stab the pro. -? He typed on his laptop about his 'last word' His family and stuff, how his family treat him.. Oh my, my maid said that his method sounds like mine. I think so too, just that I'm still here, maybe one day I'll do the same thing. (: If my situation about there.. you know? Like things go on like damn crazy like past few days/weeks. (': I kept my years notes & diaries including this blog too. If I'm dead, you people who "want" to know how my life is, or how I die, or whatsoever you guys may read?. If I die all of sudden in accident or whatever, of course I will not type out here, I may not know the future so ya (: Tee-hee ( yaa.. still can tee-hee) =P __________ Had dance today in Marina Barrage back @ around 8+ ? I think. (: Had fun.. Joke around in Marina :D Gorsh. Jovial, Yuehting, Shanice, Brenda =D + Eunice? :) (sort of) yea, I'm the Green one ;D we wore these colours ;) tmr all red uh? YT lend me ehk? (: Yeah, damn high. Hahaxz Love you guys (; Okayy... tmr gonna go there again for actual performance. Be sch at 9am people. "Bu yao chi dao, ke yi zhao dao" =p Do mdm koh says tht? nah~ idk :D Today, we sort of the last few item >=p love those hip-hop ones :D dislike the band ones =p *no offence. okay la... tmr i blog ba, bye byes <3 OH, i made a card for dad, :DD tmr is Fathers Day! people. ;)) Labels: there hi Date / Time : / 12:00 PM blog dead, im dead. Heart dead, blabla. okay stop. ___ ytd went to Tiong. Begging dad to buy the silly children toys! LMAO. Bought the $14.90 'treatment tool' hahaha say i'm childish? YES i am. =P what can you do to me? hehe now my com. can blog can use msn everything! =D no need run to grandpa's house use le, sad thing is cant web camy =( but nehmind... (: Later got dance @ 1:30pm .. tmr gonna go to Marina Barrage and dance -.-' kp. Hahxz Okay la.. gtg la.. byeebyee nah.. Loves =x Labels: bye (:< Date / Time : Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 4:31 PM  Sorry for emo-ing these few days. Maybe I'll still be, but I won't care much either, tolerating HER nonsence >:/ Irritating. ____ Today, had tuition at 10:30 -.- Oh, what's his name, Angeline? I forget le =p So, PBT, tell me if you wanna continue uh.. (: Ahh, so bored. Oh, my home com. can use le, but can't blog and use msn -.-' sain-ed . Okay le.. byeeeee~ Labels: - talk about life Date / Time : Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / 1:31 PM  Life is like a bubble.. But it's consider short. You are born and slowly form, bigger and bigger. Older and older, once you are meant to be, you'll just pop! And go. But Life isn't so short, if you appreciate and take care of it. Life is not really or never meaningless. You can bring yourself to life, open your mind even you're blind. I mean serious. If you're not mute, not blind, not handicap.. You should be lucky. See those who are one of them, they still Continue with their life With a problem. You still think life is meaningless? Everyone in the wolrd including the world presidents, having their or our own problems. It's pretty important to have 'The special someone'. Ask me if bgr is impt? I think it is for me. About 40%. ___ 40% - relationship 24% - family 15% - career/studies 10% - money 7% - health 4% - others My life isn't impt. Yea? Yes. People saying, then if health got problem why still got so much hope for relationship ? If that someone treasure me, he won't mind my health. I rather die with someone beside rather than die alone with nobody to say my last goodbye. Excuse me Date / Time : Friday, June 12, 2009 / 11:49 AM  I talked with her. I say out almost everything out. Once we start talking, I cried. I can't control, mostly, I did not look at her. I have nothing much to explain or to say. I want to change myself, change everything. Have I woke up? I'll be glad if I am.. Lastly, everything are back to normal.. Labels: may i? Is this my life? Date / Time : Thursday, June 11, 2009 / 2:58 PM Why must things adding more and more to my life? Why things getting more and more rubbish. Why can't you guys let me off? Why YOU people must do this to me? What if I don't have a friend. I'll jsut say bye to the world. Cause Family did This. to me, guys make me crazy. Now left with friends, to all my friends, if i lose you guys, i really have no choice and is like no point living in this world already. I'm now in tears always in tears, heart broken. Family : You guys think I did not tahan you guys? I shut my mouth for years. And total of 15 years i've live, bear for so many years, you guys still want me to get more crazy? To stay in IMH is it?? What you want from me? I got enough tolerate you guys for very long. Just because of ytd stuff have to lead to so many other stuff which is Crazy. You guys having fun saying craps? These is specially to YOU 'mum and dad' DAD. You sucks. I know you accept me as your step daughter, i know you try to accept and marry my mum. And accept bro and i , i know its hard for you. And i hate, HATE your behavior. Now you have your own son, you made one. wow, great. Asshole. You're just too selfish. Whatever,i know wad ure thinking, i dun care if u reads. And i duno u can read?you need glasses. Im not being mean, is you make me say all these, i know u treat us all well . Very well, HOW well?? WHEN IM YOUNG?!?!? You know wad u did... ANd now? Have you done all tht to ur son?? have you?have you? have you? have you? have you? have you? I hate it when you say ' ni men ' WHEN only ONE person in the WRONG!! you said tht for 15 years. And I bear for 15 years, i shut my mouth for many years, its of course THE TIME for me to wakeup and talk!! YOU mother; you said we grown up, and now I LEARN from my bro. Excuse me, which behavior of mine LIKE HIS?!?!? I still study! I dont go home LATE! I never smoke 23894735 packets of cigarettes! I did not **** **** ** *** like crazy!! So what i have boyfriends b4? I have my own world, but not over your limits, I did not fck them, I did not over react!! And I have my own secrets in life, and I have my OWN sorrow!! You just cant understand!!! i've been very very very VERY sad for the past whole months.. And now you give me these bull shitS .... What you want more from me, I cant study and i TRIED. You should know I cant, and wadever. You ask me for tuition I consider, cos you have to work and earn Extras for it, and i think for you! I think for you guys!!! Any of you think for me?!?!? You guys says these say that, you guys just DONT understand. You want me to say all these to you especially the bf part, And you guys can USE THESE to sabo me and Shoot nonsence at me. You think im stupid??? And i cant tell all my sorrow and i keep it to myself, and u guys just cant think of tht???! What you want??? Talking about keeping to myself, I always, ALWAYS keep stuff to myself, and suddenly one say, i'll just become crazy. and you guys are happy,right? God made us, and exact-- I understand and we must overcome it, and its Cruel! nvm. You gusy will think tht is I CHOOSE one. yeayea, wadever. Am i talking to myself? There i go again. Whatever. And you know what you did mum, you just too cruel. When i got beaten, you know wad u did, watching TV! After my ""getting well beaten""" you just went back and sleep. Whatever. And Nobel, what you did to him? SAYANG HIM! You think i duno? You think your WOW mother? *Spit*! You got my present and you know u dump in ur drawer and even LET nobel to PLAY!! What is this? You should know where is the bear now, its wif me, and you just dont appreciate things. You know how hard i bought it, i hate you on tht day. I told my ex bf, im glad he cheer me up, if not, more % of craziness of me will increase. I got more to say, i can use daysss to say about u 2. But im tired, too tired, and you know tears, a person who cry over the limit will go blind. You want me go blind and you guys happy??? If i got a job and the boss or wadever reading these and its affect my life/ job . I really cant say any thing, its my life, and i want to make a note and a history of my past about it. I just say out how i feel. I cant stop what its happening, all i cant is write them down. My apology to whatever I've said, and all i can say, is this is my life. A cruel and broken one. Goodbye Labels: life is just too cruel stop stop stop STOP Date / Time : / 12:44 PM okay?... Have you guys done? Finish lying and cheating us? Very fun?? I don't know girls, but as I am a GIRL, I'll say Boys. So ya, I won't say the innocent sweet loving ones. But those fucking idiotic ones, I curse you guys to hell!! Bye. Labels: don't worry, i still happy still got mood This is called life? Date / Time : Tuesday, June 09, 2009 / 12:51 PM A' Actually Already Always Allow Answer Anger B' But Boyfriend Beat Been Break-up C' Chose Cheat Chat Curse Cigarette Care Cry D' Dumped Don't Done Drugs Die Disturb E' Eventually Everyone F' Forgotton Forgiven Friends G' Got Girlfriend Gone Glue H' Hate Hug Hit High I' If I Incomplete Impossible J' Jerk K' Kiss Kill L' Live Love Life Lose Lost Leave Let Learn Lend Lonely List Lady Lie Liar M' Miss Me Mean Manners N' Never Not O' Over P' Please Pardon Promise Q' Queue Question R' Remember Regret Reason Regardless S' Sorry Should Scold Shout Shop Sadness Sick Smile T' Together Tattoo Tomorrow Today Trust Touch U' United Useless V' Vanished Vulgar Very W' Why With Without Want Willing Wish X' Xoxo Y' You Youth Z' Zxzx I don't know what am I thinking. I just ... Labels: love and touch, sorry ohohoh Date / Time : Monday, June 08, 2009 / 3:25 PM  I'm back.. ((: haha, so, i baked cookies =D hmm... so bored, so sian. Ate food ytd night wif maid, mum caught ask nagnagnag LMAO -.- stupid nah.. wadever, use to it. (: Slept at 4 ytd night =D so fun. So far, i did nothing much ): so bored!! when you guys can go out leh?... TELL me ((: really nth to say le.. gtg byeee =) * you replied! =D (L). Labels: are you speaking the truth? craziness Date / Time : Thursday, June 04, 2009 / 10:17 PM Hey people people, I don't think tml , sat.and sun. I'm using lappy? Cos grandpa gonna use =p I shall take a 3 days leave. Hehexz Gonna use these three days to : - Re-polish my nails? - Bake cookies! - Think of WHAT to draw! >:@ - Got crazy everyday - Disturb people - Stare at the ceiling? OH, meet D. tml! hahaha (: err.. Anyone free these coming 3 days to entertain me? Call me, text me pls?..... I'll be dead,hell,fcking bored X( Boyfriend WON'T care about me anymore!!! Arghhh.. Status : "Single" yes? no? Labels: fed up ): Date / Time : / 8:05 PM Date / Time : / 7:37 PM |
