(I want them) :( ❒Marie T-shirts* ❒Marie clips ❒Marie shower towel ❒Marie long noren curtains ❒Marie keychain(s) ❒Marie bag/hangbag* ❒Marie wallet ❒Marie earpiece ❒Marie indoor slippers ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket ❒Marie stationery ❒Marie DVD* -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;)
(I have) :DD ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy ✔Marie handkerchief(3) ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn ✔Marie pen ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy ✔Marie bolster from -tini ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn ✔Marie mini badget -myself ✔Marie comb from -zy ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn ✔Marie ruler -jovial ✔Marie purse -myself ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn ✔Marie file from -zy ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn
(Hope to have more) :))
-Marie cups
-Marie pencil case
-Marie purse
-Marie soft toys
-Marie keychains
-Marie stickers
-Marie booklet
-Marie file
* means kinda hard to find :(
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 31, 2009 / 8:44 PM
wai hoe: Nadia , I know u want me. (: Post a note 7 minutes ago wai hoe: I LOVE YOU NADIA ! Post a note 13 minutes ago
OH! Gratzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzx to you then.
almost
Date / Time : / 3:46 PM
Had chinese today.. Next, hist. was damn xO bored? recess =D reflective w. was alittle high la.. = Then chem. ... as usual, i always have stm.. :D gonna have test on fri... =D STUDY ((: maths, got back our test paper, got 13/25 -.- half mark passed =DD hahaxz. eng. thought it will suck alot, but today mr ali was damn funny and cute la haha-ha. After sch had lunch wif FAD and some mixture of people -.- :DD sorry A. add too much chilliiiiiii =DDD then just finish our maths remedial.. Quite abCdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz la =DD while walking back, thinking of my big bro,thinking if theres such day as 'siblings day' not. haha then saw him wif his friends he was wearing a cap -.- he told me M&D not coming bk fr dinner=.= sure anni. thing one LAME =P John wears cap,--.-- guys are guys.. hais... but i find it quite cool now, hahaha =X Caps ;D hehe, gonna cookriceand bathe then makesushi later :DD hmm.. tht will be my dinner =DD then will start reading kingsway compre. Hey, i read... hahs. Ohkay, gtg.. buaiiiii ;)
*you cried, don't know for what reason, but, think again, you make me once like this before.. Bye*
i'm happy now (:
Date / Time : Monday, March 30, 2009 / 5:48 PM
Thanks people(: love ya.. had fun today! recess was cool... PE was retard ((: after school was hell fun =D omg, i want to love my life now.. (; but hope it will be funa nd happy for me every single day(: maintain it! god, love you... gtg go bathe and start doing my art now... buaiii~
Date / Time : Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 4:24 PM
what did i do today : Nothing, my art ? hmm.. went to taka, ALL orchard site? erm.. bought one Ripples black slippers? -.- 592089 502882 that's all, bye.
-i'll never smile,
if you wanna.
i can't predict
Date / Time : / 3:17 PM
In life, theres so many 'whys' But really why??? )"=
I hate hate hate hate my life )': Nobody love me anymore. Nobody likes me. Nobody wants me. Nobody cares about me. Nobody understands me. Nobody adopt me. Nobody adore me. Nobody wants to play with me. Nobody treat me as before anymore. Nobody Nobody Nobody! )"= Everything changed.
-Nadia makes you happy. -Friends enjoyed being with you and vice vesa. -fajdshja and manymany of you enjoy being tgt have fun w/o me seems better for you all. -All of you are happy now. -I'm useless, nobody kicks. -You hate me and wrote the other way to think its SOMEONE but it's actually me. -You guys don't like me anymore. -Nobody want to care me anymore. I don't want to ask why. I'll just.... =x !
I try to private it, cos nobody will read, and so what read already?, people also won't CARE. I'm hurt, i'll just wait for -eleveneleven'O.nine patiently...
Date / Time : Friday, March 27, 2009 / 10:16 PM
Random~
classmates pic. (robin took)
rainbow (i took)
I don't
Date / Time : / 7:22 PM
Seriously. Who will express a emotion with THIS [ ): ] But no one cares? Haix.. Do you really have a Girlfriend, that one i don't really bother.. Just wish you all the best, if you really have her, then admit -.- You have to be proud and tell the whole world you have a true love.. Whatever it is, just BEHAVE. k, school seems more suckish. Some of you JUST don't understand what happening, and talk shit. People no mood, ignore for while, you say she blablabla. WHY?! what the hell you thinking? Whatever* Continue saying me (: Cos everyone not perfect and eventually Sucks. Yeah, i sucks too. I tried, but?
Useless.
:)
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 25, 2009 / 8:21 PM
Hiii people, today seems normal.. nothing went wrong, was damn mad with miss ong.. now?.. Hehe! =x talked to her this afternoon wif robin.. hmm... (: then, had dance today, was DAMN embarrass! Someone SAW. -.- Quite happy, cos me and you ok le.. (: But duno if F. ok wif me not.. haissh.. ((: OH, Love chinese dancers and soccer girls hahaha. byeees! (L)
hehe
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 24, 2009 / 3:58 PM
long time no use com. le omg :D (: use grandpa's de hehe' byebyesss lovesloves hahaxzxz omg btw, tml DANCE.... haha(= OH YA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY RACHEL!! X3 lOVE YA! hahaxz
=)
Date / Time : Saturday, March 21, 2009 / 9:49 AM
Finally! omg )"= although it's not on the 20th but it's the day after.. (: qi ji.. thanks so much, Everything came back! =)) My 1 am draft, not wasted ("= i didn't wrote all those bad stuff, neither are they rubbish! They are not. Just rmb, 11-11-09 @ 11:11pm. okay? I'm sorry. I'm like living in my own world, by myself, no one cares, why? I'm like a girl without any friends, no love, only misses people. 20th gone, thought we can hit through everything, over come everything, but not. Not anymore. )': I felt numb now, can't even cry. Cos i did that for the past 5 days... I know no one will care again, school reopen, people can discuss their holidays, asking and telling the world how their holidays been going. But me? Not at all. Sick for 3 days even maybe now also. Tummy playing tricks on me. Vomited and making me going to the toilet time and time again. No vomit, also have to force out, cos it's hurts, not that i'm losing weight. that's stupid to use that way. Do you think it's fair to enjoy and leave me all alone here? 7 days rotting at home, imagine you have a reflective writing to write on. Write about what have you enjoyed in the 1 week holiday. Haha, joke. What you want me to write about? My feelings? Can. What have i done by Enjoying? No. I'm not blaming anyone, i just want you guys to muo muo liang xin, what you guys have been doing so far till now. Did you guys even text me and ask, how'd i been doing so far? Did any of you people came and say hi? Did you guys even Ask me if i'm free and join you guys? Maybe not because you guys think i'm sick, (i'm just wondering) you guys don't even want to bother me. Did you guys enjoy yourselves that time even rmb a girl named 'Roxanne' in your friend list? If i'm such a useless thing to you guys, i think the time really coming. Really. I swear. And you, i text you at 12 midnight, did you even bother replying me? I no you won't and you didn't too. I've look all those stuff we have done, you wrote and drew to me, I smiled and laughed (: I felt very happy. I'm glad that i did not cry... (: I felt super super numb le, i can't even express my feelings, laughing or crying or smiling or laughing or happy? I don't know what to express which. If you guys think i'm talking crap then so be it. Cos i mean it. My life is useless now. Seriously.
dying
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 18, 2009 / 7:01 PM
Stupid shit, vomited 5 times today ='( It's hell boring, kinda hate holidays sometimes, Did not go for dance for 2 days already): &, I miss you badly. )= I still can't get you out of my mind. How? I want you back. Please. )"=
)'=
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 5:12 PM
These few day damn f. bored x( then suddenly pop out many stupid things on me! =( I'm hell sick now.. Fever : 38.8 Cough : i hate the most Flu : nose blocked even ears. Headace : damn giddy, but still blog. =( muscle damn aching. Gorsh. ='(( Didn't go to rach's house, AZAM's fault. okayy, i think i'm blur blur le, byee =(
Date / Time : Monday, March 16, 2009 / 10:52 PM
I really don't dare to talk to you. If I start chatting with you, I scared the result will be worst. I don't want to know what's the answer, I scared of the answer. I only can write everything here, I really hope you can bump into here. I don't force thing, i just wish things. I really wish you'll love me once more. I really do. I love you, wai hoe.
Date / Time : / 10:33 PM
i miss you i like you i love you i heart you i want you i need you i want to hold you i want to kiss you i want to hug you i want you to say you love me truly i want to treasure you i want you to treasure me i want your heart i want to see you cry once more i want to cry for you although i did that almost everyday i want you to be by my side i want you to sing for me i want you to breathe for me i want you to hug me i want you to kiss me i want you to hold me i want you carry me i want you to care for me i want you to bring me everywhere you go i want you to be my boyfriend i want to be your girlfriend i want you to call me baby i want to call you babyy once more i want you to call me i want you to stand by me i want you to fight for me i want you to get worry for me i want the old you i want you to fetch me from school i want you to wait for me and go school together i want to eat with you i want people to ask about us and get jealous i want you to whisper in my ear i want you to play with me i want you to talk to me i want your everything i want to meet your family i want to meet all your friends i want you to kiss me goodnight i want you to peck me on my cheek i want you to play Dare or dare and do a dare on me i want you to spend your whole life with me i want you to be crazy over me i want you to miss me i want you to see me i want you to wipe my tears i want wantwant want want want want want want want want want want want want want want want want want YOU ="(
Sick and really tired )=
Date / Time : / 8:54 PM
Why is everyone having relationship prob. ? Why is everyone so moody? )"= I hate today, it's hell bored! Had dance today, and now my lower part of the body are all muscles aching like SHIT & I came back @ 1. 5 hours using the com. No-one to talk to! >:"( -repeating 982375766 times of malay songs 30min watching tv. No interesting progammes! :'( 15min talking SHIT on the phone! ='( 2 hours sleeping! ="( 14min tv and meals! ='[ 1min after, i found that i having stupid Flu! Fever! Cough! >=""( And lastly, the whole 8hours thinking of YOU. ="""( WHAT is THIS? Why am i so cling on you? What's so good about you :'( You know i'm fucking miss you like hell now? YOU KNOW?! ="( IWANTYOUBACK! =(((
not only girls (I'm thinking for you)
Date / Time : / 4:35 PM
People have emotions/feelings. They do feel happy,sad,angry ... For us, girls think that we love guys and only thought that guys only hurt us. Thinking that they don't have a heart to think,care,love for us.. Actually we're or maybe i'm wrong. )"= As i can see, this guy don't care about past, don't care about his girl went to another guy's hand. All i think is that this guy i'm talking about. Really different, maybe we'll not get back together now or next time.. I'll still like him, If we really get back together, i don't think he'll be the same old him in the past. He change alot, maybe Too much. )= I miss him, i miss the past of him. ___ To me, i'm thinking that you're just waiting for the other G. to either accept you or something? ppl ask you if you wanna get back to me, you said you're thinking. Thinking? Or waiting? Thinking as in what? good way? bad way? Waiting for other G. and then say you give up on me. or waiting for other G. but not successful/but wait too long no one accept and come back to me? )''''= Why am i thinking negative? I'm not. I can tell from your face.
10,000 things
Date / Time : Sunday, March 15, 2009 / 4:47 PM
She knows i did that, I'm lucky enough to be let off or else? counseling. I got damn hurt, she screamed at me, questioned me. All i think of, is you. Thinking that if we're still together, I'll be running to you )'= 5 more days )"= This can really make me cry. Iwyb, I seriously want. You're still thinking? Many things keep running through my head~ Imy. _______________ Life gonna add on or change something, ...to make it more challenging.
I'm gonna.
255th
Date / Time : Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 10:14 PM
Hiii.. people(: guess many people watching tv yea? Hahaxz; came back from CQ gorsh! damn noisy. =D When i heard who vs who, i think of.... yea. memories~ oh,Shut-Up :X Hmmm... If tml's weather is fine, Maybe going swimming with mummy. Yea, lols. I thought of alot of things just now.. How i wish it will come true )= Okayy!, gtg and blog on somewhere Else. byeeeee~!
(;
Date / Time : Friday, March 13, 2009 / 6:47 PM
Love(:
=D
Ikea.
roxanne-
Date / Time : / 5:03 PM
=D Hiiiiii, Lessons sucks cos of last 2nd period shit? -.- kay, who cares. The 3 bitches are back! (= wonderful. After school went to Ikea with : Rach. Robin Roxanne(me?-.-) Azam Ameer and Jinfero ((: We played T/D? =DD JOKE. Used me >:D Was way damn fun? like fucking fun? okokok, cannot say in details xDD hmm... after that went back to school ! wa laooo , wadever. Got suspended for ALL maths lessons.. Mr Lai..... yeayea, dun wanna say. Lame. BEG HIM? =D haha. okayyy Common test are OVER!!! ;DD byeeeees
hiii
Date / Time : Thursday, March 12, 2009 / 3:05 PM
Had Science test today, gorsh! Just pass Bio. but i guess, chem. sure pull down my marks :( piang-xz! tml chineseeee~ Hmm... Pretty sad today.. I miss FAD and rest.. but you guys really very )': Siti heard and told me during Hist. well done guys, it's you guys do me wrong first, and say ME. wow!... =O Alright, since you guys dun need me, i can't do anything now.. so ya (: And Gratxz! siti get back to you already.. so this roxanne t. can dump le la.. =) Lessons are way damn bored... I miss ^^, Thanks Naomi {L} Thanks R-m. i know you felt bad too, liking a girl and this girl keep talking about her ex. you feel -&&#%! sorry ): 8 more days, 'if we are still tgt...' )": i know you lose trust on me, you did not explain your feelings to me, i don't feel why? )= If there is a LAST final chance, I'll damn treasure it. )'= I misssssssss ^^ please, i'm sorry.
______________________ I really feel damn sad and sour. I try to act tough and show you i'm (: w/o you. But actually it's a no. ): All i feel it's in my previous post : 7months baby, min. 30 msgs. max. 8 hours phone call. 210+ days. on sweet 20th march we get along tgther. i see no money, i see love and protection. i see care and concern. i see worry and scared. i see tears and sadness. i see Love to me from you. i see improvement and forgiveness. i blame myself for all. Although i still don't understand the 3guys prob. ( the Trust ) that cause us a break, i know you don't trust me anymore. i miss those days, i miss those nights, i miss those songs, i miss those time, i miss those touch, i miss those kisses, i miss all those, i miss you. i shiver cos i'm scared,you hugged me, say it's fine and wanted to walk me home. i cry cos i'm hurt,you wiped them and say you're here. i held my tummy cos i had a tummyache,you lead me to bed and applied oil for me. you said you love me; now we broke-up,you don't even want to bother me much. You don't talk to me. Do you really forget every single thing in the past we have done?)': ( you said you also can't forget) you're the only guy i cried for the most in my life. You say you lose trust on me. I had my own reasons on every single thing i have done. You stop smoking cos of me. You continued w/o telling me, i cried, but did i blame you? You studied and stop troubling teachers,now what you doing? You totally changed to another person. I did try to forget you,but it came back again. I tried to have other bf to forget you, but i can't. I'm not a playgirl ): I'm not. Because of you, i have to do this. And now i'm not att. i'll wait for you. I just hope you could explain to me clearly. For now, i wish you're a good-boy. imy.
I (L) ^^
hello
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 6:28 PM
Hellos! Sorry.. no update.. but haven't dead! :D Hmm.. just came back from dance (: mon. have to go ucc -.-' okay.... whole of next week and April++++ date(s) gorsh! CAN die. Speech Day ( 17th April ) till 8 PM?! =P SYF ( 20th April ) [yay? skip lessons but duno wad time -.-] and only one day can skip ): ((: kaykaykay, today : Maths test, GORSH. i guess i'll fail? )= sobxz, I think i THINK, i'll fail 2 at least? plsplspls, not 3 PLEASE..... chinese i have confidence! cos, letter writing ma... =D tml science!! Chem ah...? haiyoyo, Bio ah...? maybe can make it uh... ((= after that eng. (bored) tml no eng.! hmm... *Good luck takraw people!! (; hist. gorsh!! project how?? -.-' like that fail 3 le lor? ))': maybe NOT =D then, level contact. quite fun uh =} after that, artart ; i LIKE. =) PD, gorsh, miss ong no come, =-) then went to LJS. THAT ONE DON'T NEED SAY! >:[ hao le, jiu zhe yang ba.. byes,byes~! :X
[:
Date / Time : Saturday, March 07, 2009 / 4:33 PM
I'm so bored now.. ): Just came back from Durga sister's house(: Hmm... Damn high after that. hahas, so good the rest, can stay late. x( hehexz, got to go peoples park with mummy. hmm... byebye((:
the sign will never change
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 04, 2009 / 8:03 PM
I ♥ ^^ ^^ (:
...tap tap,heart-shape heart-shape,rabbit sign rabbit sign. (; ~to you (will never change)
^ thanks for being my friend, i'm really glad, it seems no difference, but it's okay.. maybe it will be better day by day? you told them my attitude sux, what's the attitude i'm showing? )':
^ crap, Skirt. shiiiity. haiss. gonna do my hmwk and bathe now.. buaiii <3 -dead and gone.
why must you do this to me.
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 03, 2009 / 5:52 PM
Why? )': you hate me w/o explaining with any reason and stuff? -my attitude sux -i sux -i cb,kp,knn,shit.. -you hate me to the core what have i done to you? Answer me! =''( If i ask you why? you won't reply! i'll just ask myself, 'what have i done wrong' by hitting and stuff. I don't care, i just want to force out the answer. nobody gonna help me? okay.
wai biao kan qi lai hen hao, xin li qi shi hen wo hen dao yao si. thanks wei hao.
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