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INFOMATION
thy blog owner.
Roxanne Marietta Fenella
-罗珊妮

Profile.

Soaring through, through the night.
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings


TAGBOARD
hear your voice baby.


AFFILIATES
its a big big world.
bla
ADFSRJ♥
alynah :)
angeline♥
lynn
brenda
brandon
bernice
bennington
bobo
brittany
crystal
durga♥
inferno
jisu
jialing♥
jovial :D
jane :D
lai kuan
mei shan
melanie
naomi
noraini
nurulaiin
phulwin
rachel
robin
siti
sze inn
shamala
sahirah
valerie
wangshi
yiwei
yuehting
ziyu
others :

celestechen~
nicolechen~
xiaxue~
-Anne
-past

REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
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  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
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  • January 2010
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  • July 2010
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  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • March 2011
  • January 2012


  • MUZIC
    dance with me.


    CREDITS
    spontaneous applauds
    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥

    SPECIAL Cravings
    buy for me?.

    (I want them) :(
    ❒Marie T-shirts*
    ❒Marie clips
    ❒Marie shower towel
    ❒Marie long noren curtains
    ❒Marie keychain(s)
    ❒Marie bag/hangbag*
    ❒Marie wallet
    ❒Marie earpiece
    ❒Marie indoor slippers
    ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket
    ❒Marie stationery
    ❒Marie DVD*
    -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;)

    (I have) :DD
    ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself
    ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy
    ✔Marie handkerchief(3)
    ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy
    ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum
    ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum
    ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju
    ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn
    ✔Marie pen
    ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy
    ✔Marie bolster from -tini
    ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy
    ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn
    ✔Marie mini badget -myself
    ✔Marie comb from -zy
    ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn
    ✔Marie ruler -jovial
    ✔Marie purse -myself
    ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn
    ✔Marie file from -zy
    ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy
    ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing
    ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn

    (Hope to have more) :))
    -Marie cups
    -Marie pencil case
    -Marie purse
    -Marie soft toys
    -Marie keychains
    -Marie stickers
    -Marie booklet
    -Marie file

    * means kinda hard to find :(
    thanks guys
    Date / Time : Saturday, February 28, 2009 / 9:39 PM
    I appreciate your love guys,
    but i really wanna focus on my studies..
    Give or show your love to others ba (:
    All i wish for is to let these guys find their true love.

    Is really loving or having another partner is so important in our life?
    For me, i don't think so..
    ^

    My heart soften,
    You don't mind getting ditched,
    but i mind getting commented. ):
    You are just 1 year younger than me.
    It's just weird, WEIRD.
    A brother calling you 'baby' }:
    I'll treat Pooh bear good.

    ^

    Ex.boyfriend, what i did to you, you must hate me till like this?
    TELL ME.
    It's freaking irritating can?
    Ignore me all the way, since (November 2008 till now)
    four going five months.
    7months baby,
    min. 30 msgs.
    max. 8 hours phone call.
    210+ days.
    on sweet 20th march we get along tgther.
    i see no money, i see love and protection.
    i see care and concern.
    i see worry and scared.
    i see tears and sadness.
    i see Love to me from you.
    i see improvement and forgiveness.
    i blame myself for all.
    Although i still don't understand the 3guys prob.
    that cause us a break,
    i know you don't trust me anymore.
    i miss those days,
    i miss those nights,
    i miss those songs,
    i miss those time,
    i miss those touch,
    i miss those kisses,
    i miss all those,
    i miss you.
    you hate me, you hate and dislike my attitude,
    i don't know why.
    i shiver cos i'm scared,
    you hugged me, say it's fine and wanted to walk me home.
    i cry cos i'm hurt,
    you wiped them and say you're here.
    i held my tummy cos i had a tummyache,
    you lead me to bed and applied oil for me.
    you said you love me;
    now we broke-up,
    you don't even want to bother me.
    Do you really forget every single thing in the past we have done?
    )':
    you're the only guy i cried for the most in my life.
    You say you lose trust on me.
    I had my own reasons on every single thing i have done.
    You stop smoking cos of me.
    You continued w/o telling me,
    i cried, but did i blame you?
    You studied and stop troubling teachers,
    now what you doing?
    You totally changed to another person.
    I did try to forget you,
    but it came back again.
    I tried to have other bf to forget you,
    but i can't.
    I'm not a playgirl ):
    I'm not.
    Because of you, i have to do this.
    I just hope you could explain to me clearly.
    For now, i wish you're a good-boy.
    imy.

    i really hope..
    Date / Time : Thursday, February 26, 2009 / 8:45 PM
    To all:
    I'm roxanne.
    Yes, i'm currently with this guy.
    But now, i seriously just want to focus on my studies,
    so i planning to br. with him.
    I really hope you guys won't say i'm a playgirl,
    yes, i recently broke quite afew guys heart,
    i'm gonna be single till like 18 or above?
    yea, i THINK so.
    ):
    It's really sad to say this, but i'm really sorry ):
    Sorry yw, i'm really sorry.
    I shouldn't even accept you in the first place.
    I made up my mind,
    a person who don't feel the love for him, won't
    get along de.
    )':
    I'm not heartless okay? ):
    please forgive me.
    I really find you too clinging,
    i know you said you will change but really what's the point when
    i don't (L) you ):
    you're shy. you're SO diff. from XX
    i know i can't compare, but..
    i really don't feel love le..
    )'=
    You done much for me, im really happy and glad and thankful.
    But, no matter what, i really hope you are happy at times,
    take care my boy.

    my 2009 birthday present(s) [:
    Date / Time : / 8:16 PM























    iloveyou
    Date / Time : Monday, February 23, 2009 / 6:50 PM
    iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
    ((:
    thanks for your present baby =X
    miss you (;
    thanks F,A,S,D be home safely.
    we had our pe today,
    only like 12 girls the rest go where?...
    hehehe

    we have to run 3 rounds.
    we played SOCCER (((:
    omg, i scored 3 goals, eventually the last goal too!
    sooo fun.
    1st time in my life.
    serious.
    =))
    hmm... Mr Ali didn't come to school today..
    yeaa..
    i haven't do my ART.
    )'=
    i need help. but...
    okay nvm.
    i'm bored le..
    feeling sleepy ): (:
    okay la, byeeee
    lovelove~! =D

    HATE
    Date / Time : Sunday, February 22, 2009 / 1:51 PM
    22-02-09 SUCKS
    i hate you till i die..to the sea to the sky...
    okok, actually its (love)
    but i change it to (hate)
    yea.
    I hate you brother! Nobel tong.
    i treat you as my own brother but
    you are the one who start this thing to cause me
    so much trouble got scolded by mum, bro and you.
    well-done, i know you are just bloody 4years old,
    but hey, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ,so what it's just a KID?
    and mum!
    c'mon, you bad mood, do you have to fucking scream at me????!!
    I hate you of course.
    But i can't for the second thought.
    cos you're my MUM.
    i cry like one shit just now, feel like running out of this f-king house.
    i had enough man.
    ONE last f-ing time, LAST time.
    i'm gonna leave.
    I hate HATE HATE you guys.

    love
    Date / Time : Saturday, February 21, 2009 / 8:09 PM
    21-02-09(:
    Had dance today(:
    walked with bby today to school.
    love you(:
    miss you like hell now..
    i don't care who hates or dislikes you,
    all i care is just to love you and cover my ears
    when they say stuff about you((:
    180209-



    angel. came today(:
    love ya.. hehexz
    byeee(:

    Date / Time : Friday, February 20, 2009 / 10:31 PM

    18 February 2009, Ich liebie Sie :D 7.44pm being accepted :D
    says:

    For someone like you whose smile brightens my day, whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world.
    They don't seem like enough for someone who's always been there to celebrate with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole worlds seems to fall apart.
    Just like you and me,so lovely :D


    But even though "I LOVE YOU" can't really express the depth of my feelings for you.
    I hope you know what's in my heart, that its always loving you forever truly.
    Because of loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will :D

    to the special some-one: ily!

    (i DID replied more than this..)LOVE.


    thanks daddy
    Date / Time : / 9:34 PM




    ((:
    Date / Time : / 7:43 PM
    awww...
    so many people wish-ed me(:

    love bby(:
    thanks for pei-ing me today ily.
    thanks Angeline,Farzanah,Siti,Jialing,Naomi,Jamilah,Alynah,Azam!
    and manymanymany people..today. iloveyouguys(=

    Thanks Jialing,Farzanah and Angeline for the presents (:
    so as,ytd, to rachel ho, LOVE you.
    It's MY BIRTHDAY Today!!
    weeee~
    i'm 15. OMG, so old.hehexzxz~!
    okay..
    15 more min. more then we cut cake le..
    hehexz((:
    byebye


    (((((:
    Date / Time : Wednesday, February 18, 2009 / 7:50 PM
    #180209
    07:44pm
    <3

    Lovable(:
    Date / Time : Tuesday, February 17, 2009 / 6:23 PM
    Happy 15th Birthday Farzanah!! <3
    love ya(:

    School seems normal..
    Good luck people in takraw..
    & so glad that both of you (AS)are back as friends [:
    Gonna continue with my hmwk now..
    Byeeee~!

    confusing
    Date / Time : Sunday, February 15, 2009 / 7:57 PM






    Thanks Mummy((=
    People!
    =(
    should i let him go?

    Freak-show
    Date / Time : Saturday, February 14, 2009 / 11:36 PM
    =D
    Happy V's Day !!
    <3>
    Buy me stuff from :



    hehexz!
    Nitexz ...


    what's going on?
    Date / Time : Friday, February 13, 2009 / 5:30 PM
    May i know what's going on?
    what happen to me?
    so so so many things happening to me.
    WHY?
    i thought camp really sucks.
    But it went well though.
    but many things happened end up
    a bad camp.
    I love the name of 'The 3 Bitches' .
    Maybe the way of saying a person Bitch,
    is me. Right?
    I'm a nothing but a shit to everyone.
    I'm jus one. since sec1, my friends..
    Ignatius, enough le .
    Ziron, i'm sorry. & thanks for This 1month
    Wai hoe, friends, can? Is it SO hard?
    Rachel, i NEVER hate or angry with you okay?
    I'm just DAMN sad.
    Robin, nothing happen between us.. so ya.
    But i can't follow you guys,
    i just can't.
    Things will just happen any sec. or min.
    i don't want things to be like the worst again, roxanne is just an Extra.
    I mean it.
    Ever since ytd's talk with Miss Ong,
    i realize life around us is really damn hard to handle,
    things happened means happened and there's a scar on it, a memory of it.

    0-1 welcome to this world
    2-6 you are growing well? okay?
    7-12 focus , have more talent, DON'T change to another person if you are the hardworking person, without any influence kind of thing. ok?
    13-17 BLOODY wake-up and think what you doing! STUPID. Be damn mature can? k?
    18-... ADULTS, okay? Adults. Matured. So, think what you want, and don't do stupid stuff, especially things that bring you to an end. k not?

    Life can be not suck-ish if you know how
    to handle perfectly well.

    I just want to move on with my life,
    it's hard to be alone for the whole entire life i have,
    i'm gonna think.
    Goodbye.

    his mum suspected! )= many things hppned
    Date / Time : Sunday, February 08, 2009 / 9:20 AM
    Oh
    i forgotton (:
    (Shirmaine)
    =D





    red umbrella...
    mine =D
    got blood stain?
    lols -.-
    bye.




    abit high la, abit only.
    Date / Time : Saturday, February 07, 2009 / 10:29 PM
    Hehexz~!
    Angeline says i'm CRAZY!
    omg...
    okayy..
    :)
    oh..
    it's 3 weeks and 5 days?..
    <3
    Angeline Pek came to Roxanne Tong's house just now!
    hehehe.

    `爱 ANGEL! (: says:
    doubleroxanne @hotmail .com is SIAO AND SOT .... LOL =.=

    `r. says:
    thank you

    `爱 ANGEL! (: says:
    NO PROBLEM ... (:
    `爱 ANGEL! (: says:
    Do come again =.='



    Lols,
    SBL.
    i hate dance teacher la..
    fyi.
    haiss..
    kukujiao all..
    i love my leg la..
    ))=
    haiss.. im now happy okay..
    so ya bye..
    so people know le right?
    okay, i love ziron.
    hehexz =D

    <3
    Date / Time : Thursday, February 05, 2009 / 7:25 PM
    Today met bby,
    1st date (:
    It has been like our 3 weeks and 3 days tgt x3
    School.. bored seriously,

    i think i'll not get a good result for vocab test )=
    so sad...
    ting xie got 0, cos i hate you
    and i never study too
    so? slap me la!
    Lmao.
    smthing happened,
    but it's all OVER :D
    love you and you guys forever ((=

    2 days ago...









    Febuary babies Lol.
    My aunt and i (=
    babies la now.. =p
    went to vivo..
    ate @ 'Mussel Guys.'
    gonna go on my birthday too, i wonder
    what's so NICE of the food there la..
    but nehmind (;
    i want presents on 20th Feb.
    Thank-you..
    Hehexzx!
    <3
    #130109..





    WHY
    Date / Time : Monday, February 02, 2009 / 8:19 PM
    i was so high and happy in the morning..
    and suddenly things/people making me upset )'=
    happy sad happy sad happy sad.
    what you what from me?!
    was happy during recess,
    sad when during SS,
    F. Leong Peck Yoke!

    Tml you'll SEE!!
    today i step sweet metal box,
    tml i step your bloody f-ing HEAD!
    >:(
    went to A.'s house was quite happy,
    got back home was happy, suddenly miss (L) ,
    duno why...
    sms-ed and one thing he ask-ed and i answered, he didnt reply,
    DAMN sad.
    )))'=
    why why why??
    :(
    stupid thing!
    =((