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INFOMATION
thy blog owner.
Roxanne Marietta Fenella
-罗珊妮

Profile.

Soaring through, through the night.
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings


TAGBOARD
hear your voice baby.


AFFILIATES
its a big big world.
bla
ADFSRJ♥
alynah :)
angeline♥
lynn
brenda
brandon
bernice
bennington
bobo
brittany
crystal
durga♥
inferno
jisu
jialing♥
jovial :D
jane :D
lai kuan
mei shan
melanie
naomi
noraini
nurulaiin
phulwin
rachel
robin
siti
sze inn
shamala
sahirah
valerie
wangshi
yiwei
yuehting
ziyu
others :

celestechen~
nicolechen~
xiaxue~
-Anne
-past

REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
  • January 2008
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  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
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  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • March 2011
  • January 2012


  • MUZIC
    dance with me.


    CREDITS
    spontaneous applauds
    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥

    SPECIAL Cravings
    buy for me?.

    (I want them) :(
    ❒Marie T-shirts*
    ❒Marie clips
    ❒Marie shower towel
    ❒Marie long noren curtains
    ❒Marie keychain(s)
    ❒Marie bag/hangbag*
    ❒Marie wallet
    ❒Marie earpiece
    ❒Marie indoor slippers
    ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket
    ❒Marie stationery
    ❒Marie DVD*
    -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;)

    (I have) :DD
    ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself
    ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy
    ✔Marie handkerchief(3)
    ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy
    ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum
    ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum
    ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju
    ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn
    ✔Marie pen
    ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy
    ✔Marie bolster from -tini
    ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy
    ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn
    ✔Marie mini badget -myself
    ✔Marie comb from -zy
    ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn
    ✔Marie ruler -jovial
    ✔Marie purse -myself
    ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn
    ✔Marie file from -zy
    ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy
    ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing
    ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn

    (Hope to have more) :))
    -Marie cups
    -Marie pencil case
    -Marie purse
    -Marie soft toys
    -Marie keychains
    -Marie stickers
    -Marie booklet
    -Marie file

    * means kinda hard to find :(
    :D
    Date / Time : Wednesday, December 31, 2008 / 8:24 PM
    Goodbye 2008,
    all past sadness,loneliness,happinest,excitement,good and bad
    had been past as history.
    Today is the Last post of 2008!
    gonna welcome 2009 Jan,01 !
    Brand New Beginning of a NEW year..
    And 2009, in 2months and 20thday,
    I'll be 15!
    Omg.. =D
    So, today gonna talk about how am i gonna spend my 2009!
    Okay.. the things i gonna (try) to change tml onwards!
    Hmmm...
    so far, for family:
    I gonna change... my attitude towards them.
    Be a better daughter..
    (:

    for friends:
    I gonna change... my attitude too, have to roll and laugh and STUDY with them, spend
    more time with them.. don't angry with them..
    Be a good Friend! :D
    Love them of course, AND!
    Will protect them! HMM!
    Those who scold, hit, beat, wack or find prob. with them...
    ppl who find prob. with my friend, is equals to finding prob. with ME!
    =DD
    eat my fist if you want touch them.
    (((:

    for boyfriend:
    So far, this year and past..
    A,W,Y,K.. include(D,R,B,H,R,J,L,R,H)
    you guys will Always be my best friend! =DD
    next year, gonna forcus on studies, for boyfriend..
    i won't move my first step before you.
    Gonna Study too!! (;

    for teachers:
    Thanks ALL teachers who taught me..
    gonna miss and rmb you guys.. ((:

    for bestie:
    You're the greatest yo.
    1 year and still counting!... <3

    for haters:
    People who hate me,
    i'll forget, be who i am and be who you are (:

    for people who i caused troub:
    I'm so sorry, i won't make you guys if you guys make me first okay?
    (;

    I'll be changing my link on 200209 to ' 15-years.blogspot.com ' (:
    It's nice to be good, it's nice to who you are,
    i'll rmb all the past all the things we have done,
    all the lovely past.
    i'll let things go if it really can be let off.
    ILOVEYOU(:

    NEVER
    Date / Time : Tuesday, December 30, 2008 / 10:17 PM
    Jus came back..
    ate le..
    Hmmm
    sushi,OCK,home dinner..
    OMG(((:
    Hmmmmmm~
    It will NEVER! happen(ed) again!
    as in wad?
    as in i and ~ won't be tgt FOREVER!
    hehehehe
    99.99999999% ?
    0.00000001% gone to the drain, and mouse bite and gave
    it to one of us, lols!!
    =D
    Hmmm..
    sch starting SOON?
    OMG
    wanna see long pantsy pantsxzxz!
    hahaha =X
    black is black is black is, black? or back?
    LOL
    cow!
    =DD
    nth to say LIAOxz
    buaixzxz~!

    -omg, sch!! =D =X =) =S =O =P

    ...
    Date / Time : Monday, December 29, 2008 / 10:02 PM
    t-t came, thanks A. for tellin'
    u know th cjb so damn gay can?
    yea...
    eww, EWW. so sick.
    'School's starting soon...hope its fun nxt year. '
    Hello mr,
    nxt year want FUN la now?
    still got time to FUN la now?
    can... ur tai-ji, happy playing and funfun all ah...
    (((:
    good LUCK!
    nth to say now nth to do now...
    BYE!

    weee~!
    Date / Time : Sunday, December 28, 2008 / 8:43 PM
    Today went shopping wif mama!
    went to plaza sing. nothing much to buy...
    then went to centre point bought 1 shirt and 1 something like dress tops =D
    bought 2 for grandpa 2 for daddy 1 for granny mummy no buy... ):
    b4 tht ate something and went to Queensway?
    drag mama go there cos wanna buy BAG! =DD
    but poor mama having headace still drag her go...
    we search for Zinc shop high and low..
    lols, finally found it.
    And I chose the white one kinda rectanglar cost $45.90?
    handsome guy gave 10% discount hahaxz :D
    $41.30! no diff. but... nehmind.. =DD
    mama actually like, want me to choose others
    but i pian pian yao the one i want.
    hahaHA! =DD
    got it.
    i'm happy now..
    hahaxzx
    know wad?
    the brand of my bag and shoe is same as Angeline!
    uni. size, new shirt we bought same PRICE. gorsh!
    tai qiao le! hehehe =))
    okayyy.. kinda tired, uncle came to talk wif mama now..
    cos of family thingy bla. gtg, byeeee! =DD

    -loveeeeeeeeeeeee <>

    the past
    Date / Time : Saturday, December 27, 2008 / 9:14 PM

    but, it's the past,
    it won't change anymore,
    we're foe, but hope we're friends
    You'll find a better bby,
    i'll find myself a better bby too.
    Boy, take care.

    hello..
    Date / Time : Friday, December 26, 2008 / 10:37 PM



    A. came to my home-y today..?
    ate sushi after we watch 'Meet The Spartans' =D
    stumikache while watchin =DD
    use com. com.
    Oh-ya.. A. remind me,
    we went to youtube and watch the
    chris crocker guy? HAHAHA =X
    } 'Leave Chris Crocker ALONE!' =DDDD
    } 'Leave Britney ALONE!' =DDDD
    } 'Leave Window Vista ALONE!' =DDDD
    Crap yo. =XX

    ate this and this?


    erm... I'm bathing? =P ! lols


    here now posting and talkin to A. !
    byebye for now?...
    i want sch!!
    (reopen) =DD
    -muackxz :X

    MERRYMERRY
    Date / Time : Thursday, December 25, 2008 / 10:13 PM
    HoHoHo!!
    Merry,Merry,Merry!!
    X'mas,X'mas,X'mas!!

    Went to D.'s hous-y today wif F. and A. + me, R.
    equals = FARD ~ Fart. hahaha =XX
    ermmm~
    Merry X'mas Everyone~!
    D.'s house.. Omg?
    hahaxz had fun? even though oni like 2hour+ for me?
    haixzxz
    met mum and all..
    lols 10min nia den go home le..
    but i'm not angry?
    hahahaxz
    Eh, X'mas leh, an- wad -gry?
    hehexzxz!
    Bby sms me lols.
    lols seriously lols.
    Haixz nth to say.
    Hmm...
    Listen to PAST musicxzxz
    Memories Gorsh!
    I'll tell angel. IF angel ASK.
    Although i said it's a secret not really a secret, just..
    =X jian bu de ren de shi
    haha-HA.
    Quite bored..
    I freakin (L) -Amazing Grace this freakin song!
    NICE.
    I want fishing yo.
    MAKE MY wish come true Babe!
    ='(
    nearly cried.
    duno why...
    I'm planing to be GOOD!
    GORSH.
    Hmmm.. wanna make my plans and stuff from now on?
    =D weee~
    decoration and stuff like tht?
    cool la.
    i guess.
    =DD
    Poor A. fell =X =(
    hope ur shang kou is fine now.. get well and anti-paika pls.
    I tml make sushi food choc. and all for u, dun cry hush,hush/. = )
    mummy's here.. LOLS
    ur my ah mah la pls.
    =DD
    granny xiao xin dian uh...
    = )))
    now chattin wif A.
    later ~ call. zzz
    gtg now..
    Bye, MERRY HOHOHO! <>

    (:
    Date / Time : Wednesday, December 24, 2008 / 2:51 PM
    !Merry Christmas Eve everyone..

    Christmas Day gonna be tml!
    Finally can at least can celebrate wif my lovely baby friends.. (( :
    Or else i'll be count down-ing wif radio and kick my maid's bed.. =p : (
    Like what i did last year =X
    Okayy..
    I woke up late today, i wanna join my korkor watch 'Zohan' le..
    ciao~

    ~!
    Date / Time : Monday, December 22, 2008 / 10:41 PM
    YTD's crap shit x'mas party










    Their place is called 'Kovan Melody'
    I broke their vase.
    bye!!
    -Crap.

    !!!!!!!!
    Date / Time : Sunday, December 21, 2008 / 11:11 PM
    FCUK you OLD WOMAN!
    yes, you! MOTHER.
    yayaya, go on, keep scolding.
    I HAD ENOUGH MAN.
    Don't dare me.
    Actually today SHOULD be a happy day, occation, or something.
    but for now?
    FUCK !.
    nb, afternoon was fine,
    after bbq was fine, after going up the house was fine,
    after YOU guys come up?
    WASN'T fine.
    Yea, I broke 2nd aunt's precious vase.
    OH DEAR...?
    Wadever.
    Dont blame me, blame my BUTT.
    After tht, i continue sticking to the phone..
    yea, going home Wasn't fine too!!
    blablabla, scold scold scold Go ahead man!
    WHO GIVE A FUCK!?
    Shit You.
    I wanna try to a little back to old me,
    I wanna try to sort go back to myself, and be cheerful?
    after my 'I'm Gonna Be Mad' ..
    I'm REALLY GONNA BE MAD NOW, ASS.
    i am NOW!
    i use phone u scold i use com. u scold.
    wow!, mother nono-no, mother fucker!
    YEA everyone is right of scolding ppl's mother
    by saying mother fucker or fuck fuck wadever bullshit,
    yea, i agree by scolding ppl's mother especially scolding their OWN Mother.
    And now i am...
    cos SHE MAKE ME SAY IT!
    Crap, REALLY crap yo.
    I HAVE BLOODY NO mood to post pictures,
    SORRY.
    But if i do post them,
    it's when im really Krazy, as in, mad till i SIAO! then
    i post, sort of really nothing to do?
    Ya, I HATE MY LIFE.
    REALLY.
    c'mon KILL me!!
    i now bloody no mood now... not gonna recover ever since SO damn MANY shit getting on me.
    I had ENOUGH!.
    i'm gonna change! really!, i'm still gonna study..
    But i'm not gonna show ppl nice face.
    Don't blame me, blame THEM.
    BYE.

    -This Girl is gonna be real damn BAD.

    GTG!
    Date / Time : / 10:43 AM
    yeap, gtg!
    will come back verli late today?
    x'mas party in 2nd aunt's housy?
    will swim till i damn dark man,
    i! don't! care!
    -Krazy! =DD (wif trance cream! =)) )
    so.....
    want go granny's jia le...
    Byeeee!
    will blog tomolo! or maybe late @ nitexz? =X
    cya!

    -i HATE bastard(s) like YOU.

    !!
    Date / Time : Saturday, December 20, 2008 / 7:56 PM
    Roxanne:

    1)roxanne try to be calm
    2)roxanne try to be like old, her
    3)roxanne doesn't mean to be like this
    4)roxanne is avoiding
    5)roxanne is going mad
    6)roxanne is almost mad
    7)roxanne want to say sorry
    8)roxanne oh roxanne


    }cos she know theres still a next min.
    }but maybe she's changing
    }cos things make her change
    }avoiding ppl
    }REALLY
    }cos of 923478905436 things happening on her
    }to everyone
    }she's gonna be a new Roxanne

    Sorry if i have a 10% old me, 90% new me.


    ...Gonna be better?


















    NO.

    it's over
    Date / Time : Friday, December 19, 2008 / 5:53 PM
    Friday, 19th December 2008
    @ 5:53pm and the time after,
    it's time to goodbye to the happy world,
    it's time for me to say goodbye to the world.
    Today and after today will not be a every happy day for me.
    Or maybe there's no tommorow for me?
    I'm just an extra in this world,
    i'm very sorry for everything and everyone,
    either touched, loved, friend, hurt, liked, smelled, kissed, used, or etc.
    I'm so Sorry, sorry for everything i have done on the above and more.
    I should not be exist, god chose wrong babies grown, sorry to be a failure human for entire
    14-years.
    I can't waste anymore oxygen, space, money, water, food, clothes and many other stuff,
    14-years for me is enough, i'll rather give out my life to others, and This people will use it wisely and be better than me.
    I'm sorry to be a useless daughter,
    I'm sorry to be a failure girlfriend,
    I'm sorry to be a lousy friend,
    I'm sorry to be a dumb,inconsiderate and selfish human.

    Mummy give birth to a wrong Roxanne Lim/Tong as a daughter,
    sorry everyone.
    This Girl is useless, you guys can just forget about her.
    She will not bother your life anymore, she'll go to a very very very far place from here,
    i hope everybody understand.
    If i'm still exist, just don't care her, cos you guys won't care anyway,
    she won't disturb you all anymore, she won't be happy forever,
    take care everyone, lead your life happy always.

    Totally
    Date / Time : Thursday, December 18, 2008 / 8:49 PM
    yes,
    i totally forgotten about th past,
    no more you, no more me and you.
    done.
    you hate me?
    so do i.
    Today damn tiring,
    dance.
    thanks ziyu,
    bought t-shirts for us. (=
    Oh, THIS whatever person,
    yeah, you, Shemale.
    I don't like your face.
    And, and YOU, Lady.
    You also can look into the mirror,
    although you looked, and even take photos..
    wow, EWW, fuckface.
    go eat shiat alright?
    thanks.
    ciao~

    -I hate you guys, Aliens

    Some
    Date / Time : / 1:34 PM












    Here it is...
    Had funfunfun..
    shit, gonna be late for dance le..
    bye!..
    -sorry, you disappoint me too much, i hate you fvr.

    BACK-y!
    Date / Time : Wednesday, December 17, 2008 / 11:35 PM
    =DD
    weee~
    finally got to molest my com. screen bigbig my eyes painpain :X
    okayy..
    i'll try upload photos about these few days fun with my lovely friends tml! =p
    and today thanks to F. and A. in dawson telling me about THAT GUY..
    wow, call me THAT GIRL.. i'll rather call you THAT GAY.
    wadever, i now dun give face and dun give a shit..
    I know you angry with me cos of THAT reason, but all blame me la?
    How about you?!
    Not at fault too?
    Okay i don't care le,
    You told my friend that 'Fuck, have to face her'
    HELLO!
    You think you very swai must face YOU too uh?
    1st look into the mirror 2nd, bang wall and Lastly, die la.
    I LOVE YOU
    (changed to)
    I HATE YOU
    seriously.

    i'm sorry readers, just come back only then scold some PEOPLE.
    =) sorry..
    btw, i LOVE Angeline and Farzanah and many people.

    -not YOU

    Big Fcuk?
    Date / Time : Monday, December 08, 2008 / 8:52 PM
    *To whatever you are..
    Oh Bull-shit.
    i hate names end with -cia. oh so..
    !Shit.
    Hmm..
    so, FAT ASS. you're so EWW can?
    so what you two name A & A ?
    blackjack la now?..
    =P lols!
    So what ppl call you Bitch?
    BITCH.
    it's actually a nice word for everyone, you know there's a nice meaning for it. But not for you.
    come find me la. Lmao.
    Okay..heck care you now.. *
    SO,
    today we didn't follow our usual plan..
    BUT tml will!
    =DD GYM,GYM,GYM!.. =))
    Okay.. today's BBT damn lots of P. =DD
    maybe too much scares us too..
    but it's nice.. =D
    okayy..
    then after that Mum,Angel and i went to Bugis!
    erm.. i bought a pair of school shoe? ;)
    wanted to buy CNY clothes and bag..
    but nehmind NEXT TIME.
    =))
    think, that's all ba..
    Byeeee..
    =D


    -sorry i rejected you, sorry

    <3
    Date / Time : Sunday, December 07, 2008 / 8:44 PM
    ANGELINE PEK LI XIAN is LOVE..


    [c=4]A.[/c] says:
    [u]Roxanne.[/u]
    [b]GoodPoints.[/b]
    -Sometimes Very HelpFul
    -Make ppl Happy , and make ppl laugh !
    -a good daughter to the family ( most of the time ;D )
    - very ting hua , which is good , and most of all ..
    -straight forward and SUPER FUNNY and great to be with !!



    [i]Bad Points[/i]
    - as i always say , very [b]emotional[/b]
    -Like to bottle things up most of the time ..(well , sometimes larh..)
    -Thats abt all ? ;DD






    [c=4]A.[/c] says:
    [b][u]Rdm msg to RTQX![/u][/b]
    Dear [b]RTQX[/b] ,
    its been a Great pleasure to have known you !! =DD you're a super funny girl and Who ever hangs out with you , is sure to go home with a stomache ! ;D hahah ! hmm , Well ... As i said yst on msn , if u can rmb , you are impt to me(as a GREATTTT-y friend!) and i can [b]never[/b] afford to lose ur friendship okay !!! D: May [u]F.A.R[/u]Always be together and no more fights anymore ! may nxt year be a good year for everyone , specially the 3 of us , and we will nvr be apart , =D May our friendship last forever , even till the cows come home , or eve till the sky drops , we will still be friends ! [b] from now , till forever ! [/b] !! <3


    love ya..

    !DAMN
    Date / Time : / 7:39 PM
    Bored, today )'=
    cry~
    whole Morning + Afternoon do nothing..
    Actually not whole morning la..
    I woke up in the afternoon. =P
    ytd slept earlier.. around 2+?
    teeheehee.. =D
    hmmm..talked on the phone with ANGELINE PEK just now..
    plan about going anywhere for tml? the next day? the nextnext day? the nextnextnext day?
    okokok, enough.
    tml gonna go GM again... =DD
    tml the tml which is.. Tuesday?
    Planing to go GYM again! =)) then after that come my hous-y to study..
    Hehexzxz.
    wo men hen guai de hao bu hao?.. =P
    Wed. MAYBE go Tiong, before that study in my jia 1st?..
    ok-ok-ok..
    DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN BOrinG nowwww..
    MSN: Is to chat and to make friends not to rendang la! ok lols. i mean, don't
    LOVE love here.. love LOVE there can?...
    EwwW!?
    buaisssss-


    -i want YOU to ai wo not, EU to ai wo!
    (EW)

    FINALLY
    Date / Time : Saturday, December 06, 2008 / 9:53 PM
    Seriously there's something called 'Finally'..
    Cos finally New Maid arrived today..
    Aiyo...
    Now no need do house-work liaoxzxz =DD yeahhh,
    !Eh, errr.. 'Satini'(her name) plsxzxz work properly..
    god bless la..
    or else need change or NO more maid liao lehxzxz
    my mummy tired le..
    change 7498278492081937 maid le.. bth la.
    =DD
    btw, once i heard her name..
    i start to joke.
    sorry la.. lifes like that lmao.
    =)
    Satini,Sasini,Bikini,Eat curry..
    solli,solli. =P
    Okayy.. then sms APLX..
    then both A. and F. came to GM find me.. =)
    then took my dad's taxi and went to my homehome..
    use com. blabla, then went to the storey carpark de garden?
    all of us tio either ants bite or wadever bite.. haixzxzxz~
    So...played in the rain (mao-mao yu) drizzling la..
    =D
    F. 's bus seems like don't like her.. 970 sooo long then come..
    APLX piggybag me! =)))
    1st time a Friend did that..
    awww.. (L) ya..
    =D <3.
    Then finally F.'s bus finally came..
    so byeee...
    then APLX and i went to minimart near by my jia..
    eat-eat drink-drink le go back my housy..
    before that.. we went to my Granny's place.. which is only
    infront of my block.. -.-'
    then..
    search for the 2 mega big bag for new clothes..
    duno who's.. but granny ask me if i want...
    wah...that person so fcking slim,
    some are... walao eww..
    and blabla la..
    i took 4. back home..
    Haixzxz AND this is the thing and place APLX and i tio itchy eyes and nose..
    laugh till our lungs out..
    had lots of fun..
    i keep fitting those clothes...
    till i very !tired.
    =#
    so...after that..
    went back home..
    mum call.. and da bao rice for us..
    ordered wrong but nehmind,
    still eatable.. Played in my room..
    laugh till stamikache again..hahahaxzxz
    LOVEs..
    Think that's all la..
    =X
    byeeeeee~
    *!babydollsong. oh,shuddup.. =XX


    -Guys like a girl this time..

    Go Away!Go Away!Go aWAY!
    Date / Time : Friday, December 05, 2008 / 10:22 PM
    Omg,omg,omg =X
    Mummy, why must you give birth me
    and you know......
    Hahaxz!!
    Not actually bad la..
    No matter what Thank you =))
    =D
    Abit sot right here..
    Hehexz!..
    !Secret! =x

    Hmm...
    Today early morning meet D.
    Then went to library..
    I miss story books
    Hahaxz, so rare.. =O
    borrowed one.
    Then we went to schoo-oool and wait for APLX and F.
    =DD
    After that wanna go GM with APLX..
    then sot of !BAD! things happened.
    DON' T wanna say..but we're back tgt again.. =DD
    Really so,so !so damn sorry )=
    I know i'm selfish la..sometimes or maybe most of the time?..
    sad.. but i won't like that le..so...
    Forgive Roro okay?..
    =D
    (L) you guys.. =DD
    Sorry D. you called me but i didn't know, i was listening to music.
    And..thanks for today.. =D =)
    After that... APLX and i went to GM..
    Ate lunch le..wait for F.
    so..settled, back again...
    sooo fun, before F. came, i and APLX went to so called OUR playground..hahaxz

    and then suddenly there's two bloody chickens i mean, boys.. age at around ONE digit(1-9). hahaxzxz
    Stupid iiidiots really idiot, very super hyper irritating la, they duno what say..
    what hand chicken baby lah..
    what shit all -.-
    then what ice , water fire all come out
    hahaxz (tht's wad APLX reminds me)
    hahaxz.

    Then when F. came..
    then there's two other boys came..the previous two chicken brothers went off home and cry..cos they fell
    when they both wanna take a stick and like gonna wack us? hahaxzxz
    SERVE u guys RIGHT fall some MORE. =PP
    so then another 2 came..thought that they would be like same as the previous boys..but...
    Thay Damn Cute !la..
    =DD
    the didi and korkor keep coming up to us and cross over to play the slide, then the didi
    keep Roar2 at APLX hahaha. And APLX keep saying excuse me!... then i'll say $5 tickets, F. will say welcome3 and have a nice day. hehexz =D
    Then APLX kena stepped by the didi hahaxz! ke lian.. =))
    But you know...the korkor acci. lightly kicked me on my knee then he
    straight away sayang my knee and go..soooooo cute la... =)))
    APLX... you so unlucky...
    haha !lmao...
    =PP
    ENJOYED..
    =DD Loved.
    =XX
    Holland, GM, Queenst.
    are <3 ...
    =DDD
    Okayy.. went to duno what place you call that..
    to have our dinner with daddy mummy bel-bel and granny..
    after our dinner think that there's some acci. down the road and causes traffic jam?..
    Haixzxz.. Singaporean helpless drivers. /tsktsktsk~
    lols =D
    received msg..
    !Ahhhh..
    gosh! =PP
    that's all for today..
    gonna wait for people to chat with me..
    !LOVE ya..


    -Gonna wait Long-long la; boy.

    =(
    Date / Time : Thursday, December 04, 2008 / 9:44 PM
    i wanna..
    )=

    why must it be everyday?
    why must it be every night?
    why must it be like this?
    why?
    why can't i be twenty-four hours happy?
    I'm sorry..
    I'm sorry..
    But i know this won't change anything.
    I'm all at fault, i'm useless.
    I can't stop myself from being so, so...
    )=

    I'm sorry..
    Forgive me.

    still, can't.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, December 03, 2008 / 7:57 PM
    Hope i'll be there with you guys..
    Will ask my mum first.
    But if really you know..
    then you guys enjoy in the gym ba..
    =)

    It's totally a sickening moment..
    Not emo, just sad..
    No-one understands.
    Why must you guys add salt into my wound?
    Btw, i just got burn. SICK.
    stupid toaster.
    Nvm, this not the worst one.
    Haixxx..
    Want a winter-melon drink now, please.

    Many things bothering..
    -love
    -studies
    -family
    -housework
    -communication with some people..
    i'm now having headace and brain going crazy.

    Not in the mood now..


    -Can some-one cheer me up?

    hey,ho,hi..
    Date / Time : Tuesday, December 02, 2008 / 8:26 PM
    =D
    Today buy book le..
    =))
    Time to study...
    anyone?..
    hehe-xz
    Okayy..
    not much of a post today.. =P
    sian now...
    byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye~!

    -don't know what's the plan for tommorow..

    =)
    Date / Time : / 12:03 AM
    It's 12:03am starting from now..
    hmm..
    today afternoon APLX came to RTQX's house..
    Mad the whole afternoon..

    then APLX and RTQX went to G.M AGAIN...
    hahaxzxz
    BBT time again then went to look for mummy..
    decided to talk talk eat eat drink drink at the playground..
    sooo nice.
    freaking love my life now..
    past memories hundred percent nothing to me now.
    =))
    lead my life and go on..
    decided to change damn alot.
    Or maybe changed damn alot?
    lol.
    Okayy.. APLX went off..
    Mummy and i took 111 and went home's bus stop..
    wait for Granny and bel-bel and took taxi to Geylang?
    LOL.
    Erm.. had dinner with another 3 aunts
    so total all Ladies? Women and a Little boy.
    3rd aunty's advance birthday celebration..
    Went to the toilet for like 4 times? To pee!. okay..
    i did not ate much today.. but felt full?..
    Ok my body system gone crazy, i think.
    whole morning ate nothing..
    afternoon 6+ then ate some...
    around 8+ 9 ate only 2 spoon of rice with soup, for dinner?
    lol, that's all.
    But now still feel full.
    lol.
    Nah..
    vol. 100% into my ears with music while going home..
    talking about prostitude all while going home with family..
    I make them laugh?.
    lol, what's so funny when with me?
    Haixzxz.
    =D
    Okayy.. now damn damn bored..
    hello people..
    Talk to me....

    Bye.


    -Lead the better way of life.

    Date / Time : Monday, December 01, 2008 / 12:00 AM
    i don't expect it to hppn (:


    ro-xàииe says:
    he dun cry...
    ro-xàииe says:
    last year he oso no cry

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    awwwwwwwwww
    ro-xàииe says:
    awwww? =D
    ro-xàииe says:
    can we talk about him?

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    lol
    ro-xàииe says:
    but i NEVER think about it?
    ro-xàииe says:
    NO memories

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    u talk
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    i eat =P
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxz

    ro-xàииe says:
    okay
    ro-xàииe says:
    goood

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    =]
    ro-xàииe says:
    1st time u let me talk about him
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    lol
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxz
    ro-xàииe says:
    so....
    ro-xàииe says:
    where to start?

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    idk o.o
    ro-xàииe says:
    ermmmm

    ro-xàииe says:
    duno leh..
    ro-xàииe says:
    hehexzxz

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    LOL
    ro-xàииe says:
    u ask me?
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahahaha

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    hand oily
    ro-xàииe says:
    yeah!!!

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    wait awhile ah
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    =\
    ro-xàииe says:
    chng next year co form of 412

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    how u noez????
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    brandon
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    lOL
    ro-xàииe says:
    Brandon told me..
    ro-xàииe says:
    haha

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    -.-
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    confirm mwh?
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    meh*
    ro-xàииe says:
    should be...
    ro-xàииe says:
    he talk in a serious way..
    ro-xàииe says:
    ███▓▒░░ ★ Braиdoи ?d ░░??▓███► says:
    i want u to 748
    ro-xàииe says:
    wads tht?
    ro-xàииe says:
    LOL
    ro-xàииe says:
    in chinese
    ro-xàииe says:
    so bad
    ro-xàииe says:
    lol
    ro-xàииe says:
    okay enough
    ro-xàииe says:
    talk about *
    ro-xàииe says:
    hmmmmmm
    ro-xàииe says:
    errr....
    ro-xàииe says:
    okay...let's talk about his good and his bad

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    O.o what 748?
    ro-xàииe says:
    go and die?
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxzxzxz

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    -.-'
    ro-xàииe says:
    ya la
    ro-xàииe says:
    ok stop

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ok.
    ro-xàииe says:
    let me see....

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    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    he ): you
    ro-xàииe says:
    lol

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    awwwwwwwwwwwwww
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxzx lol

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    =\
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ok talk abt him ..
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    b4 i say cant talk abt him =P
    ro-xàииe says:
    huh?

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    *
    ro-xàииe says:
    ohhh...
    ro-xàииe says:
    talk ah?...
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    if u dontwant , then CLOSED.
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    cant talk abt him ler =P
    ro-xàииe says:
    WANT..

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ahahha .
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    10secs beforeCLOSE>
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    10..
    ro-xàииe says:
    )=

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    =P
    ro-xàииe says:
    let me say ma.....

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    okok
    ro-xàииe says:
    i oso no think about * le

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    go ahead.
    ro-xàииe says:
    dun about....future? or past? or present about *>
    ro-xàииe says:
    ?*
    ro-xàииe says:
    talk*

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    any u like.
    ro-xàииe says:
    choose one

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    im just the listener (:
    ro-xàииe says:
    plssss

    ro-xàииe says:
    i cant choose one
    ro-xàииe says:
    cos luan

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    future?
    ro-xàииe says:
    future...
    ro-xàииe says:
    like....

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    future got thing say meh .
    ro-xàииe says:
    (touchwood) if im wif *?
    ro-xàииe says:
    cos i only can talk about ht
    ro-xàииe says:
    tht*
    ro-xàииe says:
    haha

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    LOL
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    i know.
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahahaha
    ro-xàииe says:
    let me see...
    ro-xàииe says:
    okay, let's say * ask for * and i agreed next year...
    ro-xàииe says:
    hmmmmm..
    ro-xàииe says:
    eh!
    ro-xàииe says:
    tht one will be talking about me leh...
    ro-xàииe says:
    lol
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxz

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    YA LA.
    ro-xàииe says:
    ok me la me la
    ro-xàииe says:
    hehe

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    lol
    ro-xàииe says:
    let me be the talkative one now cos tml i cant chat wif u....
    ro-xàииe says:
    oni at night..
    ro-xàииe says:
    but very long to wait till night time

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    tml my erm
    ro-xàииe says:
    oso cannot
    ro-xàииe says:
    ?

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    whole block the electricity no have
    ro-xàииe says:
    =(

    ro-xàииe says:
    awwwww
    ro-xàииe says:
    stupid shiat

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    from 9am to 12pm
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    LOL -.-
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahahhahahha

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    must bathe in the moring or aftnn -.-'
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    OKAY ANYWAY , BACK TO YOU ;D
    ro-xàииe says:
    ic...
    ro-xàииe says:
    okay

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    (:
    ro-xàииe says:
    back to the topic
    ro-xàииe says:
    if im wif *...wad I will do..
    ro-xàииe says:
    oaky, i'll change Of Course

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    change ? o.o
    ro-xàииe says:
    i now know his weakness and all...so i have to change...
    ro-xàииe says:
    to GOOD.
    ro-xàииe says:
    gf
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ooooooh ..
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ok then ?
    ro-xàииe says:
    then...
    ro-xàииe says:
    okay his prob. like...
    ro-xàииe says:
    he can't sleep late?
    ro-xàииe says:
    11pm is his latest?
    ro-xàииe says:
    ok tht one i quite angry and pissed sometimes, but i dun mind IF wif * again...
    ro-xàииe says:
    i'll ask him if he is tired if he is.. i'll tell him to zzz to zzz early..
    ro-xàииe says:
    or else he will be sick..?
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    HAHAHA aiseh.
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    then
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ?
    ro-xàииe says:
    then...
    ro-xàииe says:
    hmmm
    ro-xàииe says:
    errrrrrrr...
    ro-xàииe says:
    annivasary..i'll try to make the day be the MOST wonderful?...
    ro-xàииe says:
    I'll NOT look for other guy forever?
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    o.o
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    WOW.
    ro-xàииe says:
    hehexzxz

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    amazing la now .
    ro-xàииe says:
    will put him 1st?
    ro-xàииe says:
    friend oso
    ro-xàииe says:
    so theres no arguement
    ro-xàииe says:
    =DD
    ro-xàииe says:
    then... If he's sick i'll go his house Straight?
    ro-xàииe says:
    dun care wad time.

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    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    u say aft sch study with him , u tell me .
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    he got study or not ...everytime playplay .
    ro-xàииe says:
    ya...
    ro-xàииe says:
    tht's why i want * to change
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    AIYO , WHY I SUAN-NING U NOW -.-
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    psps continue.
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxzxzx
    ro-xàииe says:
    make him guai..guai...
    ro-xàииe says:
    for his habit is..
    ro-xàииe says:
    smoking huh?
    ro-xàииe says:
    i'll still let him smoke....
    ro-xàииe says:
    i dun force him like last time?
    ro-xàииe says:
    i think last time i hold him too tight?

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    woahh la now :x
    ro-xàииe says:
    hahaxzxzxz
    ro-xàииe says:
    im smiling!
    ro-xàииe says:
    p.m
    ro-xàииe says:
    lol
    ro-xàииe says:
    ok

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i see.
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    OK end >
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ?*
    ro-xàииe says:
    no
    ro-xàииe says:
    wahahhaha
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    now i want ask u sth
    ro-xàииe says:
    yea?
    ro-xàииe says:
    u say
    ro-xàииe says:
    saysay

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    WHAT IF ALL THIS, dont happen ... like erm , u and * nvr patch ...what will u do ?\
    ro-xàииe says:
    oh....

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    :X
    ro-xàииe says:
    i'm okay wif it!
    ro-xàииe says:
    =DD
    ro-xàииe says:
    i'll just let things come...want to go jiu go?...
    ro-xàииe says:
    i dun force love u see..
    ro-xàииe says:
    =D

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    ooooh ...
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    (: okayys.
    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    then im sure , nxt year u will be fine(:
    ro-xàииe says:
    yeap
    ro-xàииe says:
    but just tht first few days
    ro-xàииe says:
    i'll feel alittle weirdo
    ro-xàииe says:
    when i see hiim?

    `ặ и g Є Ł [: says:
    haha ..

    (NOT SHOWN the rest)

    ( im not putting here to show off and to let * see)
    just wanna put it so next time I can see?..
    lol, bye! =D

    -love my life now...