i hope..
31st October 2008's
ello=p
back from c.h ytd,
the trip damn @%$*(& =(
BORED.
haish..
but love th damn resort; hehe-x
monkey and i (; (monkey: RM.25)
=x (L) this B.tub
(korkor) (me,mummie&didi)
th long towel is to cover th mirror =P
grind th tea leaves?
tea powder(;
tea leaves...
bags of t.powder?...JPG)
oh?..
oh, this is where people throw their god damn $ into the pond and this is where i throw my god damn $ on the fishes! =P (cruel)
erm..i don't know what you call This?
ya-ya t.leaves again.
inhuman thing: "excuse me John.T, my cheek hurts?"
*my mom hate these plants*
we love these the best? (=
duno what you call all those but it's Eww.
*sorry, i'm nbtd..*
*stop acting cute infront of my Phone!*
it's actually a pheonix, but i call it an ostrich in mandrin, duno why..(its not a FISH)
*caught Half of yr face..*
er.. okay..
sunny-f.
(:
if wanna die, i'll rather jump here
only like 20% love-ly flowers i can see there..
pink-y((:
((=
he is actually taking photos, but i'm taking this way of his. =p
saw that Two.. thing there? oi! not what you think! 8D
resort..
so?..
i play-ed this/ (:
spa thing-y?
petals.. (;
end of my 3days 2nights seriously quite boring trip in cameron highlands.. ):
*sick*
make me have cough, cos ate 2days of KFC!?
AND ALMOST VOMIT-ED,
cos of total go and back, for 20hours bus trip!! >:(
*sick-SICK*
*cough-cough*
bloodly idiotic thing is what you know?
we fcking got caught by police (HA-HA), of?
-Chewing gums/Bubble gums
-TOY pistol guns
-Half packet of cigarettes
wtf? waste our 1hour time checking on us.
=P bleah!
..bye.
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1st November 2008
ello,ello(:
okay..
actually i tried to thought of forgetting,
but i just you know?
can't?
i really hope it's only a dream, ):
i had a draft message;
maybe i'll just say it here ):
it's like Two weeks ago thing.
' I dunno how you forget me completely,
but for me, i guess it's hard.
I dunno why you don't want me forever in your life
when we really and mostly spent the most of our time
together wonderfully and happily?
for me you're my longest babe,
for you maybe i'm too.
Or maybe you just need time?
Or you damn angry with K. and i?
ily,ily thing? no way.
we're more than foe now?
you said to wait for you, till now, i'm
still waiting..
you seriously can 100% or even 101% forget them all?
thinking of the past and all.. every single movement and touch,
you can just one blink, make them dissappear? ):
i promise myself not to cry,
but i did.
It's stupid for me you think,
but to me maybe or maybe not.
cos, i (L) you.
I understand that i kept saying you're not the
best and like every stuff i want you to do, but you
just can't?
ya, but now i know that, it's need time for you to grow
and for you to slowly understand more, for love.
I wonder how other people last long or even last damn long and even!
marry? Maybe, they actually experience those like now both of us
having? Bk and Patch thing?
It's hurtful, painful, irritating,
so do i and you,feel.
i really hope, it Won't ever again, happen anymore.
For me, i guess, we just have to understand each others feelings.
I finally realize,
but i'm afraid it's too late,
People say things never too late,but i really really dunno
your heart, i really hope, you will change your mind.
I'm sorry. '
*i don't wanna dream, that's why i don't wanna sleep*
1:28AM
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