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thy blog owner.
Roxanne Marietta Fenella
-罗珊妮

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my faded memories.
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  • MUZIC
    dance with me.


    CREDITS
    spontaneous applauds
    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥

    SPECIAL Cravings
    buy for me?.

    (I want them) :(
    ❒Marie T-shirts*
    ❒Marie clips
    ❒Marie shower towel
    ❒Marie long noren curtains
    ❒Marie keychain(s)
    ❒Marie bag/hangbag*
    ❒Marie wallet
    ❒Marie earpiece
    ❒Marie indoor slippers
    ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket
    ❒Marie stationery
    ❒Marie DVD*
    -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;)

    (I have) :DD
    ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself
    ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy
    ✔Marie handkerchief(3)
    ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy
    ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum
    ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum
    ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju
    ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn
    ✔Marie pen
    ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy
    ✔Marie bolster from -tini
    ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy
    ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn
    ✔Marie mini badget -myself
    ✔Marie comb from -zy
    ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn
    ✔Marie ruler -jovial
    ✔Marie purse -myself
    ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn
    ✔Marie file from -zy
    ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy
    ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing
    ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn

    (Hope to have more) :))
    -Marie cups
    -Marie pencil case
    -Marie purse
    -Marie soft toys
    -Marie keychains
    -Marie stickers
    -Marie booklet
    -Marie file

    * means kinda hard to find :(
    Date / Time : Tuesday, October 28, 2008 / 2:32 PM



    i'm leaving today at night about 7pm?..
    (: to.. Cameron Highlands :D
    31st coming back..
    hope it's a safe trip..
    ;D gonna miss my bed, hehe-x
    ehhh.. nothing much le..
    nothing can i say much..
    cos, you know? no-body gonna listen?
    ):

    byebye
    281008

    Date / Time : Saturday, October 25, 2008 / 8:28 PM
    I can't stop missin you.
    Wish I was there with you.
    I miss the way you kiss,
    Miss the way you love me too much.
    It's everything about you baby.
    Do you got somebody new in your life?
    Cuz I can't get you out of my mind.
    And I wanna erase,
    but I can't stop seein' your face.
    And every boy I try to replace you with.
    Why can't I get over it?
    Simply cos I can't...
    Missin everything you say,
    missin all the crazy love we made.
    Why'd you throw it all away?
    Baby, '08's supposed to be our year.
    You confront my worst fears):

    i know whatever i had said or feel, you may not be changing your mind,
    i did it once and twice, just to forget about you,
    but i really can't,
    i hope you understand,
    i really want you now,
    want you till i die,
    love me till i die.

    i'm sorry)':

    Date / Time : Thursday, October 23, 2008 / 9:37 PM
    i can't read people(s) mind,
    how i wish i can!?...
    kkk, erm..
    lols, wonder wonder, i have a LAST and FINAL question, wanna know?
    maybe you don't?





    stress, c.d for sooooo many fcking days now,
    erm, 28/10 - 31/10
    and
    erm, 9/11 - 17/11
    will not in sg, so,
    no-no-contact me much-much
    ty-ty (;
    and.and, Happy HolidaySsS :DD

    Date / Time : Tuesday, October 21, 2008 / 7:36 PM

    i think i'll let you be who you are, what you are then):

    i know i can't hold on you too tight): but actually 20% of the things

    i want is just really want you to be Healthy to be a very healthy boy/boy-friend)':

    i know you really tempting to touch them.

    i know in the past you promise me that you WON'T Ever touch them, but

    i know you sure did them, cos i just want to Help you)':

    i can't think of anything le.. just want you to be just simply be not stress with me.

    i think i'll let you do anything you want ba..

    i'll.. let you smoke, so long that you are happy,

    if you want to find another fish i let you be)':

    if you want miss me you miss me..if you want to sms me you sms me.. (sweetly like before)': that's what i miss the most)': )

    if you still want me please treat me 100% yours ):

    if you want talk to me or anything you want when do all above things you do ba..) anytime you want..i'll just keep quiet): be lonely and talk to myself or maybe just cry without a sound from me. ( that it's okay really okay, cos i just want you )

    i now don't think will force you, i just want you be happy, to love me cos i LOVE you )":

    i really want you to be my light ):

    i really Wish you'll be the lee-wei-hao bby ):

    i know it's my fault on 19th Oct, i'm sorry ):

    for now, we left 2days, i really hope we can Totally treasure these Two. days)":

    i'll Miss you.

    i WON'T find Other fish, you are (not fish) my only man i want the Last. man i'll fall for.)':

    i won't say neither do i complain that you can't do anything that i hope for.

    i won't ever force you anymore.

    My ONLY Last wish is just want You to love me, ):
    lee-wei-hao
    lee-wai-hoe,
    iloveyou.


    Date / Time : Monday, October 20, 2008 / 6:48 PM
    now i realize that i'm really damn selfish):
    is it too late?
    i hope you can read your msg in freindster):
    i can't say anything much cos everything i wanna say is
    almost inside ):

    ily.

    i'll try to let it go
    Date / Time : Sunday, October 19, 2008 / 7:43 AM
    past 2days is really sick.
    c. for 48hours, but thanks to angel. to cheer me up and make my nite(;
    yes angel. , every once it's back, i'll be everytime s and c all times.. ):
    as it is..
    )": still wondering why you promise le then mei you zuo dao ne?
    i don't blame you.. but it's really hurtful you know?):
    what have i done, then must punish me like that?
    my hopes and dreams really Never come true,
    but i still love you..
    ):

    lots of things i didn't mention..
    and can't mention..
    < /3

    i don't know
    Date / Time : Friday, October 17, 2008 / 5:52 PM
    after i wrote those letters to you..
    i kept, and promised.
    i swich on p.c everything started,
    friendster...
    click on your 'name'.
    scrolled down,
    - : hi and sor!e
    ?
    switch user, to yours,
    click - 's i thought - started the notes oh, it's you.
    yes, nothing wrong, seriously nothing wrong,
    but, what's wrong with me...?
    i'm sorry..
    really.
    maybe your note to - is really seriously nothing,
    but - 's note to you mean something...?
    maybe just maybe.

    (:
    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 15, 2008 / 7:36 PM
    141008's
    ytd((:
    ehh...
    erm.. don't know what had happen to them*
    ):
    really really REALLY hope you guys will patch back and
    be happyhappy frienfrien ):
    haix..
    sorry if i can't help much ):
    ***
    hmm..
    )": sad thing, i only pass 2 sub. ):
    mama,papa still don't know yet..
    haish haish :x
    but if CAN promote i jiu happy enough le..
    ehh..
    next year cannot zzz le..
    have and HAVE to O.O open big eye eye then can uh..
    this year is o.o still small..
    scared later sec 4 become....
    O.o die.
    ***
    hmmm...
    thank you bibi(:
    oil-oil..hehexx
    muacks.
    ilyvvvvVM:D
    i think you changing and change le..
    to...
    GOOD :DD
    more guan xin..
    , caring, loving, try* more time with me,
    guai...
    Thanks for keeping *giving in* to me :)
    il,lwh ♥
    ***
    151008's
    today's((:
    ehh..ehh..
    quite bored, quite fun, quite annoyed, quite playful
    todayy..
    :D
    sad thing To Me is..
    tml and friday no school )):
    can't see my bf and gf(s) ):
    haix..haix.. going holiday le.. MORE ))):
    0911 till 1711
    going Cheena!
    i mean, China.
    )': 9 days...
    miss me, miss me!
    ehhh...
    those who know i not in Sing. ke yi everyday give me comment(s) ma? ):
    pleaseee?
    ( why am i pleas-ing?!)
    but if you guys got heart den...pls nor.. (: ):
    WILL WILL WILL,
    miss bby! :' )
    will he miss me?
    wonder..wonder..
    =P
    i come back le FETCH me BACK!?
    everyone who viewing this blog MUST...
    fetch! idc! =P
    hehehe not jokking.
    maybe i am.. =P pls?
    ***
    i pass my hist.. bleah=P
    so what?
    okay.....
    :D
    ***
    ehhhh..
    bby 8:45 come back uh?
    orh.
    byebye..
    ((:

    I LOVE YOU

    -even after 10 years-
    Because I can feel you even when I don’t see you
    내 사랑도 니 행복도 결국 내가 또 너를 배웅하네
    I’m letting go of you, my love and your happiness
    서운하게 서운하게 이러기니 아무말도 없이 떠나가는게
    I regret you leaving me without saying a word
    미워하고 미워하게 매일 기도하지만 내내 너만 떠올라
    I hate it and I pray to hate you, everyday. But you’re always on my mind
    십년이 지나도 백년이 지나도 천년이 지나도
    Even if 10 years pass, even if 100 years pass, even if 1000 years pass
    나는 너를 못잊어
    I can’t forget you
    십년이 지나도 백년이 지나도 너를 기다리는게
    Even if 10 years pass, even if 100 years pass, waiting for you
    내겐 가장 쉬운 일이니까
    Is the easiest thing for me
    안부라도 안부라도 막연하게 혹시 전해질까
    I wonder if you’ll receive my regards
    기도하지만 미워하고 미워하게
    Though I pray, I hate it
    매일 기도하지만 내내 너만 떠올라
    Everyday, though I pray to hate you, you’re always on my mind
    십년이 지나도 백년이 지나도 천년이 지나도
    Even if 10 years pass, even if 100 years pass, even if 1000 years pass
    나는 너를 못잊어
    I can’t forget you
    십년이 지나도 백년이 지나도
    Even if 10 years pass, even if 100 years pass
    너를 기다리는게 내겐 가장 쉬운 일이니까
    Waiting for you is the easiest thing for me
    사랑할 시간이 너무 모자랐던 우리 그때
    Our time of love was so short
    지우고 또 지워도 넌 아직 남아있는데
    Though I try to erase you from my memory again and again, you’re still there
    도대체 어쩌란 말야
    What on earth am I to do?
    내가 참 미련한거야
    I’m so stupid
    다시는 안오는거야
    Aren’t you coming back again?
    바보처럼 기다릴거란십년이 지나도 백년이 지나도 천년이 지나도
    Like a fool, I’ll wait for you even if 10 years pass; even if 100 years pass; even if 1000 years pass
    나는 너를 못잊어십년이 지나도 백년이 지나도
    I can’t forget you even if 10 years pass, even if 100 years pass
    너를 기다리는게
    Waiting for you
    너 하나 기다리는게
    Waiting for you, only you
    웃고 있어도 되려 눈물이 나
    Though I’m smiling, I’m crying

    Date / Time : Thursday, October 09, 2008 / 7:13 PM
    abcdefg

    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 08, 2008 / 3:52 PM
    )"""""": ?

    may i know WHY?

    i'm in pain)':
    Date / Time : Monday, October 06, 2008 / 3:07 PM
    i hate my life, i really hate.
    I VERY dizzy. probably will Faint. )':

    why must everytime like this?
    why must you leave me alone crying? )'': ( can't you give me an answer?)
    why must you do this to me?

    not because of leon ee today,
    it's some how.. but not true.
    they saw me, i saw you guys, and then, you. (: (at first.)
    you guys went out.. i should be happy.. but i hit you with my paper ):
    i felt very bad that moment..
    leon ee scolded me ):
    we scolded afew words and then left.
    i'm so sad... very sad.. yes, it's my fault i'm to blame.
    so what you don't feel anything?
    but I do..
    after you guys left, i hold my tears. sms-ed you.
    after we ate.. reached till road side i started to think. playing songs through in my ears.
    we went in school, thinking.. after that played THE song. )':
    reached till canteen,
    yes, i changed your contact name to Your.. name. ):
    i played THE song, reading your ytd nite's msg-es,
    suddenly i can't hold it anymore,
    i cried.
    my #2 worst of crying.
    looked at the time, 11:11am
    MAYBE MAYBE it's true.
    )'':

    i really REALLY REALLY have to!. )'':
    i hope you don't ~ again.
    i swear i'm damn hurt.
    i'm not a even Good. girlfriend, maybe you should just Forget about
    Roxanne Tong Qing Xue ba..
    )'':

    maybe you can't for now, but you will when you start.
    )'':
    i'm in tears/crying and typing..
    but it's the Only way it helps me.
    one word,
    Sorry)':

    Date / Time : Saturday, October 04, 2008 / 5:26 PM
    Okay..
    Every-one is worrying about exams..
    nah..
    it's stupid.
    worry now for what?
    you should worry WAY....BEfore..
    zzz~

    stupidstupidstupid.
    *(i'm not Oka-y..)*
    =p
    erm.. almost this whole week angeline and farzanah came.. (my hse)
    mostly play-ing? :X
    yaya-YA, study(exams/shit) still PLAY!?



    ya, so?


    (okay.. don't act la..)
    :*right thinking?*
    whatever,Shut-up.

    erm..morning only us 5? +Singh =6??
    hehex, dang sleepy la..
    :z
    and monday, His.
    Haix.
    Yar-x.

    okayokayokay,
    soooo bored NOW,
    I'm NOT going to study now..
    Tml.
    okay?
    ((gooood-girll...))

    :DD

    eh,eh,eh,
    Bye!.