(I want them) :( ❒Marie T-shirts* ❒Marie clips ❒Marie shower towel ❒Marie long noren curtains ❒Marie keychain(s) ❒Marie bag/hangbag* ❒Marie wallet ❒Marie earpiece ❒Marie indoor slippers ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket ❒Marie stationery ❒Marie DVD* -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;)
(I have) :DD ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy ✔Marie handkerchief(3) ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn ✔Marie pen ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy ✔Marie bolster from -tini ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn ✔Marie mini badget -myself ✔Marie comb from -zy ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn ✔Marie ruler -jovial ✔Marie purse -myself ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn ✔Marie file from -zy ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn
(Hope to have more) :))
-Marie cups
-Marie pencil case
-Marie purse
-Marie soft toys
-Marie keychains
-Marie stickers
-Marie booklet
-Marie file
* means kinda hard to find :(
maybe it's time..
Date / Time : Thursday, September 25, 2008 / 2:28 PM
250908, 02:29PM (as i start typing..)
Just bathe out, papaya milkshake on my table..now wearing green and blue inside pink and white. i'm not shy to say bacause maybe there's no tommorow for me to say.
Today's 7am-1:45am is my worst period of time.. today is also the worst day of mine, maybe it's not the worst of the worst because my future is not present yet..but i don't think there's a future for me..
(I'm going to make this note a proper one, saying things clear abit but not much..) (i delete yesterday's post, cos, it's not true)
I hope you understand why i want a break uptoday.. i really want to think, thinking through in a crowd(class/room) makes me have a better moment to think through.. but when i approach her*, the girl who talk to you alotalot today.. you should know which?.. i think through le.. think alot le.. you said i'm happy..and nothing you can do..(i'm trying toshowi'm happy..) yes, i am.. as in i try to be..happy.. i'm happy at the outside but sad from the inside.. i know it hurts you too.. but, it hurts me too , when i pass you the note.. when the moment i look at you back, and your face was like don't wanna see me.. and when, you became the last time of you.. as in, running about.. having scolded, changing places avoiding this and that, it's damn sad to see, i'm thinking..Blaming myself.. ..why must i leave you and during this short period of time you became the past of you...? it's so selfish of me.. and as it, i started to dream really dream, so what i dream when eyes are open? i still dream.. dreaming that our past, our happy moments our little and huge things we have done. i can't explain it in here..cos, it's damn damn alot alot Alot. i know you tried your best, your best of the best, (as i believe.) your part of being a boyfriend.. but, i'm just too stupid to never treasure you... Now, i want to treasure you.. but.. maybe it's too hard for you to accept me.. to forgive me... it's okayy.. can't blame you....but me.. maybe, i'm not the realrealReal perfect girlfor you.. now i love you, but i don't need you to be forced to love me back... the Khairul guy? forget about him..his not mine... iwon't follow him.. he just massaged me, "maybe we should just be friends?" "yep. ( :" we are just friends still...
i want to type this before i'm gone, cos incase my parents or family don't know.. maybe think it's a mystery death or something.. but it's not time yet, it maybe at 11:11pm, cos, Almost, everyday once i look at the time, it gave me 11:11pm, maybe it's a signal for me to leave at that time clock...? okayy.. i chose.
i love my family, my friends and you. but maybe i can't marry/marry you, but you can.. girls, ladies, women.. wai hoe is a very good guy, he don't flirt. His wonderful, although his not 101% perfect, but his 100% perfect. (so, consider.)
~~~~~~~~~~~~ it's not that i dont want tell you myself that i want to patch with you today.. just that: 1) i scared of your reply. 2) i don't want classmates to know i'm always a bitch that sort of ^^play^^ you, in their dictionary..as they don't know what's going on.. 3) i don't have the guts. 4) i don't want to hurt you and think that i'm playing you..
and so, i keep it to myself till the end of school time.. maybe i'll die with regrets.. but it's my life, it's meant to be..?
++++++++++++ & thanks for everyone's concern, everyone called me, msg me, chat on msn with me.. although they don't know what happened, but they realized im moodless today.. thank you 212, iloveyouguystoo..
my ambition is to be a N, but maybe it's not going to come true in my life.. mummie,daddie, sorry if i can't earn money and repay back.. p.s, iloveyou.
& sorry, i'll love you till i die, weihao..
-250908,Thursday,3:23pm/. hoping for... ~Stay - Zita Sitting by my side, trying hard to hide. Sadness in your eyes, with your gentle smile. Holding on to my hands, saying that you understand... Why I have to go. Sitting side by side, staring at the time. Watching it go by, holding on so tight. Minutes moving faster, every second matters before we say good-bye. You say, that, it's better this way, but I want you to say. Please stay with me, stay by my side. Please don't ever go.
Standing side by side.It's time to say good-bye. Nothing left to hide,as tears fall from our eyes. Far from here I'm walking, my oppotunity is knocking. But it's nothing, without you in my life. You say, that, it's better this way, but I want you to say. Please stay with me, stay by my side. Please don't ever go. You keep saying, that, it's better this way, but I want you to say. Please stay with me, stay by my side. Please don't ever say good-bye.