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INFOMATION
thy blog owner.
Roxanne Marietta Fenella
-罗珊妮

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-past

REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
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  • MUZIC
    dance with me.


    CREDITS
    spontaneous applauds
    Layout: materialisti-c
    Inspirations: exquisite♥

    SPECIAL Cravings
    buy for me?.

    (I want them) :(
    ❒Marie T-shirts*
    ❒Marie clips
    ❒Marie shower towel
    ❒Marie long noren curtains
    ❒Marie keychain(s)
    ❒Marie bag/hangbag*
    ❒Marie wallet
    ❒Marie earpiece
    ❒Marie indoor slippers
    ❒Marie pillow & bedsheets etc. Covers* & blanket
    ❒Marie stationery
    ❒Marie DVD*
    -Any thing that has printed 'Disney Marie The Aristocats' pic. ;)

    (I have) :DD
    ✔Marie sticker(s) 1 from -dad mostly myself
    ✔Marie booklet(4)mostly from -zy
    ✔Marie handkerchief(3)
    ✔Marie pencil(2)1 from -zy
    ✔Marie water bottle(2)-zy & mum
    ✔Marie soft toy (small)from -mum
    ✔Marie freezer mug from -angeline,farzanah & yanju
    ✔Marie mini mirror with mini Marie card from -lynn
    ✔Marie pen
    ✔Marie normal pillow with ears from -zy
    ✔Marie bolster from -tini
    ✔Marie luggage & bag tag* (L.E) from -zy
    ✔Marie keychain(2) from -zy's sis;xy & lynn
    ✔Marie mini badget -myself
    ✔Marie comb from -zy
    ✔Marie pencil case(2) from -zy & lynn
    ✔Marie ruler -jovial
    ✔Marie purse -myself
    ✔Marie cup from -jovial & sze inn
    ✔Marie file from -zy
    ✔Marie lollipop from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie HUGE pillow from -zy
    ✔Marie HUGE soft toy from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie foldable cloth box from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie soft hands warm/rest cushion from -zanah,angel,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie toothbrush w lil. mirror holder from -jialing
    ✔Marie big soft 'look like a' slipper from -jovial & yuehting
    ✔Marie short noren curtains from -angel,zanah,jialing&yanju
    ✔Marie cup and bowl set from -lynn

    (Hope to have more) :))
    -Marie cups
    -Marie pencil case
    -Marie purse
    -Marie soft toys
    -Marie keychains
    -Marie stickers
    -Marie booklet
    -Marie file

    * means kinda hard to find :(
    (:
    Date / Time : Thursday, July 31, 2008 / 5:46 PM
    i got a life,
    okay?
    i listen to you..
    so, good luck to you
    hope she really loves you(:
    more than (lalala)
    haha
    just to say,
    i'll try, yep WILL forget you.
    since ytd after %^$@-ing...
    i know le..
    (:
    thanks,
    my friend.

    =\
    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 30, 2008 / 3:42 PM


    the only one had gone
    the only one i had the longest had gone
    the only one that f*ing love me had gone-
    -(me) without realizing it.
    i love you, but i don't need/to force/want you to love me
    we hurt each other so much
    sorry cos i hurt you the most
    but..
    so long long long.
    you really forget/erased it all?
    remembering every single thing...
    it's really hard to say goodbye and just walked away.
    really thanks to everything you have done in the past.
    seriously.
    people say there are still many fishes in the pond
    people even say there are many fishes not only in the pond even in sea..
    but i can't find any good fishes out there accept one.
    but this fish, no matter what happen or what, it won't come back.
    -won't.
    i'm right,
    right?
    i seriously had too little time to think over in the past
    but no one understands..
    i don't wanna continue saying..
    cos, it's useless
    nothing can change it
    had to suffer like this.

    {fall for you}




    ...a teenage girl,14,unknown.
    (had no heart) .
    yea?
    feelings: [what thing to express which feeling(s)?]

    =\
    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 29, 2008 / 8:59 PM
    bored..
    bored.
    life really..really!.. sucks without you?..
    hais..
    nvm.. try to go on with my life though..
    but its quite hard?..
    quite hard very hard.
    who to blame?
    me la.

    so, good luck to you?..
    hope she accepted you? (:
    yep, (':

    bye.

    maybe time to let go...
    Date / Time : Friday, July 25, 2008 / 10:19 PM
    it's your choice..i cant decide.
    it's better to find/to decide the right choice.
    dont regret at last like me (last time)
    but i cant do anything...
    wad will happen to me?
    tats my future..
    die/cry blabla is my future..
    at last anything happen u can dont bother
    cos u will think im nothing to u le..
    just decide ur own..
    *
    *
    okay thats ur answer..
    i cant do anything..
    goodbye,
    and dont regret.
    )':

    )":
    Date / Time : / 9:06 PM
    why must everything happens like this?
    i prefer th past.
    (don't need care me anymore)
    no-one understands.

    [just shut-up & cry]

    <3 u :X
    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 23, 2008 / 8:19 PM
    ily..
    nonono,
    iloveyou.
    =D

    babyyy. hehex=X
    Muacks.
    okayyy erm..
    its the beginning..so..
    hahax=X
    will say more next time..
    =P bleah.

    byeeeee~

    Date / Time : Monday, July 21, 2008 / 6:02 PM
    i know days over it will be gone..
    but it jus cant. cant. cant. okay..
    )":

    one thing to solve all this is jus to rewind back the time..
    or jus kill me one shot.
    )":

    why must you appear in my life?
    why must i be in this world?
    why cant i jus die now?
    why?
    i really hate the word 'why' or 'why?'
    )":

    i really dont want any!!
    or? jus be a kid?
    or? jus really really go and die!?
    )'':

    i really hate myself la..
    *&f*9*($j*&3$

    )":
    must you be tat cruel to me??

    Date / Time : Saturday, July 19, 2008 / 7:42 PM
    still very C.
    haixx~
    did nothing today..
    b.o.r.e.d
    nothing to post so,
    bye..

    =p

    bloodyhe||!
    Date / Time : Friday, July 18, 2008 / 7:36 PM
    its bloody none of OUR buss.
    wadever!
    haixxx! ever in my life got a stupid piece of paper??!
    wad?
    ya, whiteform.
    haha.HA! happy ya?
    kao! nothing to say liao...
    &%@^#@$

    byebye!
    >:@

    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 16, 2008 / 8:55 PM
    no point its pointless
    no use its useless
    ):
    its useless to say it but i want to no matter what will happen
    to me one day..before my death? i will say this and i will not regret ANYMORE.
    i no its useless to im sorry this words
    but i have to no matter what it goes..
    single, i have to be now..
    for goodness sake what thing had struck me and became a B. to some of you?..
    )':
    i need " but things had became like this..
    i cant make " to change back to who he/she had became before..
    i regreted EVERYONE regrets.. what can i do? so what regreted?
    it cant be changed. i'm way too selfish TOO. and i mean it.
    all i hope is that god bro dont go and find ~ cos we are over.
    dont blame him.. although its part of his fault..but its my Stupid choice so cant totally blame it on him..
    blame it on me.. i regreted i know" treat so damn well not enough well for me but i guess
    its way yoo much good already.. )'':
    i'm a bloddy B.
    okay..maybe i'm talking/ writing to myself just to make me feel better? or not?
    maybe not. cos things can be change but fot me?
    no way?.because of ~ i wouldnt want o b wif " but...no pont to say anything here... ):

    how i wish i'm not in this world...
    and i wont make people feel sad,angry,kind,loving and even cry for me.
    )'':

    roxanne is NOT my name.
    ):
    9.12 PM

    =D
    Date / Time : Monday, July 14, 2008 / 7:15 PM
    OPEN wide.. :DD
    erm.. school as normal.. wednesday is miss teo's B'day..
    erm erm..
    PE TAT miss teo no come.. but the IT teacher came..forget her name le..
    she DAMN good like can be MY!! mama i want i want
    juju and i chat wif her..she talk about her life blabla
    :D G.R.E.A.T!
    we'll be seeing her tml? she said she coming to teach us IT thing dunno wad time..
    then.. when she ask us to keep the ball and go back to class BOYS dont listen and know wad?
    THE stupid ball hit teacher's head.
    wth.. NO SAY SORRY de...
    badddd....
    okayokay manymanyMANY people ASK.
    haixx.. okayokay..
    hope everything is normal.. =DD
    takecare ya?
    (:
    smileeeeeeee..
    and thanks god bro. =)
    i will MAKE up! my mind. :X

    7:20 pm
    MONDAY.

    so i guess now..
    Date / Time : Sunday, July 13, 2008 / 11:43 AM
    no point saying s. when its really s.
    s.s.s. i've done this to you.
    beginning till now i'm so s.
    so now you just play your part and i play MY part.
    i'm not a b. but you may want to call me a b.
    up to you...
    everything is o. you made me a,s,c,h,c. thank you + gb.
    i gave you c. you make me not enough h.-er
    but still have to say ty.
    and gb babe.
    11:52 am
    s.

    thank you daddie!
    Date / Time : Friday, July 11, 2008 / 8:26 PM
    :DDD
    dont know why dad is extremely never eat medicine today?
    i mean i spent total like about $350+++ of his card?!
    and he omgf man.. totally omg..
    spending so much money on me when i treat you like THIS!?!? im a super super ASSHOLE la.
    okay we just went tiong. and bought my stuff in popular..
    spent about 50++ on my stationery or -nary?
    wadever..
    den wad?!?! he bought a phone for me.
    omggggg...
    thank you thank you thank you daddieeeeee!
    :DD
    omgggggggggg :DDDDD
    * actually it is good that you SOMETIMES lost your phone HAHAHHAHAHA*
    kidding!!!
    okay gt eat nowwww buaiiizxszsxszxsszxszsxsz

    iloveyou daddiee

    rrroxanne :))
    Date / Time : Thursday, July 10, 2008 / 6:01 PM
    Hmm..
    100708 today..
    school is alright.. only got like manymany test..
    then..erm..not much of any ^^important^^ things nor..
    i have done ALL homework..
    i re-print my poem.. hearts all around..blabla..
    will mine be chosen?
    oh, i dont care.... :x
    if chosen? oh.. thank you nor..
    nonono thanks to MY-self too.c..
    bleahh =p
    now listening to manymanyMANY songs..
    hahas bo liao ma...
    okay nah..
    dont you think my blog had changed?
    as-in not much about Babyy. le?
    ya... wanted to talk about more of you..
    but.. i really dont know why..
    haixx..
    c: smile...
    hehexx
    i'mmm maddd :}

    (roxanne8198)
    (6:15 p.m)
    {tthursdayy}
    {whathever}
    -OUCH-
    :DX)}]/\SO0*


    http://www.imeem.com/thaovynguyen/music/9BJi-dSG/as_one_day_by_day/

    *abit weird..but..force to love it then*

    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 08, 2008 / 6:08 PM
    http://www.imeem.com/groups/OhX5j2uo/music/-Xn-mXHx/siti_nurhaliza_cintamu/

    Hehex [:
    done my poem find pic(s) le.. blabla
    done my homeworkxzxz
    hahax (:

    i'm a good..girll
    : whatever..
    =p

    okay...
    sianxx now..wanna go bathe and do my cheena homework first the chap.14 tian xie han zhi yo..
    :DD
    byeeee~!!
    MMMuacks
    (myself)
    xp

    6:20pm
    (happyhappyroro)

    =)
    Date / Time : Saturday, July 05, 2008 / 6:35 PM
    jus hope that i won't change my mind again and forever..
    :DD


    and! i have done my poem!
    all i have to do is to pray it succeed?
    Xu Huanzhi! u did nothing! >:C
    tell teacher ah.....
    i name my poem as.. 'Cutlery Harmony'
    hahaxx
    gordon said...
    ♀[Ğ]0rd0η ♂ says:
    cool


    :))
    back to..
    iloveyoubaby.
    hehexx

    buaiiiii...~~
    6:39PM